Forbidden & Forgotten

"The misery of the year 2007 will end anytime before the year 2020!"

That was good on the Sandara Park interview yesterday, she never mentioned her ex-BF, maybe because she just realized she fell in love with a certified K-Pop hater, he would rather date a slut who is proud on creating a sex video with her slain boyfriend. I have no sign of approval for that one because i remember they appeared on a talk show, telling everyone to give them a 2nd chance. Should i give them a 2nd chance? Hell to the no even if they have a launching movie. Instead, i would rather watch some Toku, especially now i'm excited to watch the Gokaiger Goseiger 199 Hero Great Battle, because their return is worse, giving more misery, but on the other hand, there are 13 returning heroes who deserves a nice welcome. Look, Dara's ex-BF did a lot of shocking publicity stunts since he broke Dara's heart. Like for example, he had sex with a female escort back in 2010 & then the year later, he made his 2nd GF pregnant while the Hero Great Battle hype is in Japan, slated on the date DLSU will celebrate their centennial year. Then, here comes the car accident that almost took his life, he could always see he loves his ex-GF, like really? He haven't answered the question why he broke her heart, like it's been 6 years. 6 freakin' years. Do he thinks he just got his life back after he broke the heart of a K-Pop diva? I don't think so, looks like he got a lot of misery. Then i would wish he died in the car accident back in 2011, but instead, his mother announced to the world that his son who broke the heart of Sandara Park will return to the local showbiz scene, as announced on NCAA Season 89 opening day & i was just preparing myself to watch UAAP Season 76. (Ok, that was not a good sign to start the college sporting season right, but i didn't even see a trace of the man who broke Sandara's heart!) Oh well, if he returns before 2020, it's about time to ending up myself watching Super Sentai. So, if some would re-watch the announcement of the mother of the man who broke Sandara's heart, i would re-watch the Boukenger Suitless Roll Call scene again & again while heading on my way to the UAAP Games in my Ateneo gear.

Great, i guess that pre-UAAP shocking announcement of the return of the man who broke Sandara's heart just almost gave me a heart attack because i even wished he was dead in the car accident he got involved back 2 years ago. Like i would say: 'Damn it, i wish he died in that car accident, i wished that my revenge is already done!' But this year, i said this: 'Did he even said i love you in Korean to Sandara? PATHETIC! Answer the (insert cuss words here) question from 2007 on why you broke her heart you K-Pop hater! Don't make me turn into a Go-Buster & aim the Ichigan Buster to your pathetic face!' Yes, i was in berserk mode during that time. Yes, i need to calm down, like i chugged a 2L bottle of Pepsi. The better part is that there was a branch of Zark's Burgers opened in Blue Eagle Territory aka Katipunan Avenue, so i can get myself a try on the yummiest of their big burgers, like the one which is wrapped in bacon. So, i don't want to mention the name of Dara's ex-BF, because he's already a forgotten fallen star. If there's some lessons i learned after Sandara's departure, there's 1: Go watch Super Sentai. Good thing a friend of mine recommended me to watch Jyuken Sentai Gekiranger. That's my next DVD target after i bought a Boukenger DVD, the 1st DVD i bought in my dear life like after 6 years?! It's like how my dad bought a ticket to the UAAP Season 75 Indoor Volleyball Finals including the much-anticipated Ateneo-La Salle face-off in the women's division. Plus the ticket to the opening games of UAAP Season 76. Sounds like 2013 was quite a crazy year for me, as soon as i learned a lot of life lessons i learned in the past years of this new decade, the words of wisdom is: Go find your true self. I don't mind if Dara's ex-BF returns to the local showbiz scene. The only thing i can do is eat some Shawarma rice at the weekend evening food bazaar around the Araneta Center while in my Ateneo Gear, post-UAAP Games now the indoor volleyball tournament goes on the bigger venues when the games are intense, like the good 'ol traditional Ateneo-La Salle games.

That Heart & Soul An Adventurer Had

"Don't under-estimate an adventurer? That rule is applied for being a fan of UAAP'S Bitter Rivals!"

I reminded myself back in 2007 that everything will be just fine before year 2020. Even if the major downfall during that year was the departure of Sandara Park, the clouds started to become dark, rains happen on most days & thinking if i would be just fine like how the Ateneo Blue Eagles will do everything to get back what's theirs once: the UAAP Men's Basketball Championship. Like i would exchange my old Sandara Park CD from 2005 for an Adidas Ateneo 2007 jersey of any player, i prefer Ken Barracoso instead. But now, why would Dara's ex-BF wants to return in the hype of the Kiefer Ravena era? It's still in the Boukenger Era, if he tries to return like what i heard the week before the UAAP S76 Opening Day, then i would just enjoy my Otaku life like i knew it back last June of this year, on those days where students prepared themselves for a brand new school year. In the times where Dara's ex-BF wants to return to the local showbiz scene, i just don't give a damn on it. Instead, i would walk on Manila's nostalgic places like Chinatown or those which dominated by top universities like how i will conquer Taft Avenue, the home of the La Salle Green Archers. But in the end, i'll still go for Katipunan Avenue, Blue Eagle Territory. But 1 thing's for sure, i would just love to balance my life being an Otaku & a fan of Asian Pop & College Sports. The crazy part, i would try to look cute yet simple & don't mind if there's some local celebrities who would return after they did a controversial move that could make or break their careers. Instead, watching an Ateneo-La Salle game live in any sport can be exciting, don't mind if the drums of both schools & the yells of the fans are louder.

In times that the return of Dara's ex-BF sparked a nightmare, i would just be myself, watching Gokaiger episode 21 aka the Boukenger Tribute, the best episode ever for me. I also can't wait to watch the Gokaiger Goseiger 199 Hero Great Battle, fans have waited for Satoru Akashi to return after a not-so-long hiatus of 3 years. I could think that instead of seeing a fans day of those local celebrities i hate the most since Sandara's departure, my used notebooks would be filled with interesting stuff, including gifts from friends, from the simple to the creative, don't mind if i look like a classy student whose creativity is infinite. I guess i found out for myself that i'm a different person, but where did it all began? Was it during Sandara's departure? As i try to find myself then, like my friend told me to watch Gekiranger. The rest to say is a long history in the hype of the Boukenger era. Well, i just don't mind if after attending a lot of Anime cons in the decade's remainder, i would end up do some cleaning since my room area is not that messy, but i need more free room space. It's like i know how an Otaku's life will be, aside from being a fan of Asian Pop & College Sports. Never mind, the best part is that, it was since June of last year, realizing about what i should be after years of finding my real self since 2007. But then, i just knew it, June of last year makes me realized that after i started this adventure to find myself since 2007, i don't mind if there's some local celebrities would try to return to get their careers back despite their unsolved controversies & publicity stunts, i just don't give a damn on it. I was no longer the girl who could cry after Sandara's departure while i was wearing my orange-colored F4 tee & my hair was messed up. Now, with my short, thin & layered hairdo was sort of a Mika Reyes-ish 'do & wearing shirts that screams my Otaku life, Asian Pop fan life or College Sports fan life, it was mind-blowing. What's next? Watching a live Ateneo-La Salle game of any sport. 

Give Up The Trouble & Move On

"Do you resign being a human?"

That's the question in the Anime series, 'Valvrave The Liberator' where the pilot needs to answer that question for the robot to be in control. Giving up humanity to become a vampire could be a twisted result. But in reality, it's time to give up the troubles of the past to open up for a brighter future. I told to myself once, i would resign being a human, not to be a vampire, because there's no vampires in reality i suppose, i would rather be either an adventurer, a mission agent or a brave one. 

For the past 6 years, i just realized that life is getting started to suck a little. I remember back last September that my little sister told me that i should resign my thoughts of everything Sandara Park for my reconnection to support the DLSU Green Archers, it was like back in 2007, but during that time, it's for my support for the ADMU Blue Eagles. At the start of last year, i just saw Dara's ex-BF, to be paired with the 'girl who cried wolf' from a murder case of 2011? Like he dated a slut. I was about to release my anger on them, but good thing, my mom didn't watch that as they guested on a morning talk show, because she knows that i'll end up being angry. But if the 2 finally returned to the local showbiz scene before this decade ends. Then so be it, i would rather watch the Gokaiger Goseiger 199 Hero Great Battle if they ended up being a love team. I would rather see Bouken Red's epic return. It's like back 2 years ago, many Super Sentai fans have waited for Mitsuomi Takahashi to return, bringing back the character he portrayed in Boukenger. Like there was a blue-colored feather landed in a copy of The Guidon.

On the other hand, i was just getting started to do a lot of cleaning & now, it's on the last stage, winter cleaning. Although there's no winter season here, being in a tropical country but the winds are colder like there's really winter & the result is like being trapped in a large refrigerator at the high setting, but there's some feels moments going on like i just entered a time machine, going back to the memories of Junior Year HS. But, it's about time to remove the excess baggage, it can't go over thru time & space i suppose. If i do a lot of the cleaning, then there will be a lot of free space plus more breathing room.

The time from 6 years ago just tested my wits. I just realized that after Sandara's departure, the man who loved her after they met in a reality talent search was such an idiot, i would rather give him a well-deserved death in a Jyuden Brave Slash. The next time he returns to the local showbiz scene in the arms of the slut female celebrity from 2 years ago, i could grip tight on that Ichigan Buster & think about on how will i stop them from getting their careers back. The plot just ended up being too City Hunter for me, but i guess it's worth it after all. 

Meanwhile At Taft Avenue

When the news is all about nothing but crap, that includes maybe the worst return in local showbiz, the return of Dara's ex-BF which it was announced on the week before UAAP Season 76, then i would rather explore a place in the metro where rows of universities are intact, with some restos & shops, it seems like Loyola Heights, but it's in Manila. Welcome to Taft Avenue, kids.

I was about to blow up after i heard the announcement about the return of Dara's ex-BF, showing his crappy acting, trying to be away from his K-Pop ex-GF. Guess he's trying to play hide & seek with the media because of the issues he got involved like breaking Dara's heart, making his new girlfriend pregnant & lots more. Seems like he is surely like a patriot gone wrong. But sorry not sorry to him just as i realized he hates Korean girls. Pathetic, i would rather had a crush on those hot Japanese male superheroes. On 2nd thought, you could compare on what Sandara Park did 6 years ago when she dressed up like a dominatrix for a men's magazine & you realized she's sort-of-young of age to the 3 boys of Kyoryuger who will release their PB's. Ryo Ryusei & Syuusuke Saito are just in their 20's while Akihisa Shiono is not-that-a-jailbait-of-age now he's 18. (Could i just wait for Syuusuke's PB come next year?!) 

Taft Avenue might be a college territory which i need to enter, since i have been on several college-worthy territories like Espana, Morayta & Loyola Heights. Not bad if i explore Taft Avenue & might find out for myself on what is college life is about, like my little sister's experience on her Ateneo days. Seems like i could explore the life on what college kids go into, this would be interesting. If i go to Taft Avenue, then i got to be ready. Wish i could buy that snazzy black cardigan with the DLSU patch.   

The Cleaning Habit

That's the thought of the moment because whenever i do the clean up & organizing in some particular months of the year, i could get distracted by the cool stuff i could find whenever i do the clean up. That's why at the start of this new decade, i could admit i'm lazy on cleaning up my bedroom area. Mom could remind me to get organized & i ended up complaining because i could say, it's hard. But that was the past, because now, cleaning up my bedroom area could be a habit forming. I definitely got no choice after all, since after i could realize that after all of that shopping, for stuff of course..... The result is that the bedroom area of mine gets messier than ever! Great, on 2nd thought, cleaning up might be sometimes a pain in the butt when mom reminds me to do, but it becomes a habit when i got no choice! It's like i got an intensive exercise anyway, can hear my heart beat runs fast & i would try to dump out the useless trash in a black-colored trash bag. As in a usual thought: out with the old & in with the new. But for the better, it's like i saved the environment too.

But why did i stumble upon on that quote? I guess i was just thinking about that clean-up habit of mine since last week. I remember i posted too much 'cleaning up my bedroom'-related posts on my Tumblr since i was looking for that interesting quote about being distracted when it comes on cleaning up. There's some who posted pics of the stuff they found while cleaning up their bedrooms or bedroom areas. From old toys to accessories or even their old cellphones! Well, i could think that i would take pictures of the stuff that i found while cleaning up if given the chance, because this reminds me of the good memories of my past life, like i remember the craziest clean-up i did before i officially become a Junior Year HS student back in 2006. That was after i watched the last episode of The Gransazers, watching it twice. PR Dino Thunder was all the rage then & i was even wishing that i can strap a Dino Morpher which i found out it can be bought on the neighborhood store & i wish i could buy that after an intensive day at school. Buy all 3 or buy 1 by 1. (Like when did you see a school girl who could buy some PR toys back in 2006? That was me, since Junior Year HS. I would think i could do that even i'm in my last year in HS, Senior Year HS.) 

Well, the next time i clean up my bedroom area, even if i get distracted by the stuff that i found, it's a habit that i need to do, cleaning up is not a drag not unless mom told me so!

Publicity Stunts And Big Returns

I just became curious after June 2011, i remember 2 days before my mom & dad's wedding anniversary, just before i head to the Church Of The Gesu at Ateneo, looks like i heard some publicity stunt news. Did Dara's ex-BF made his new girlfriend pregnant?! What's the meaning of this? Would i consider this as a publicity stunt just to get back in the local showbiz scene? God damn, just because he dumped his K-Pop ex-GF for a sexy star doesn't mean he's now popular. He just ran out of luck 2 months later also in the year 2011 because he got involved on a car accident that almost killed him. But the last time i saw him on national TV was on January 2012, on a talk show, next to him is an actress who survived a murder that killed her lover. Looks like they confess to the public to help them. Would i ever give a damn on them? Hell to the no. They're just doing a publicity stunt just to get their careers & lives back. 

That's why i thought to myself, is my mom forcing me to watch the last movie of Sandara Park here before her ex-bf dumped her & she decided to go back to South Korea? Pathetic, i would rather watch the Gokaiger Goseiger Super Sentai 199 Hero Great Battle, just because there are 13 legends & 1 of them is an anticipated returnee a lot of SS fans talked about.

Hot topic last June 11, 2011 even in the hype of La Salle's Centennial Celebrations: The 199 Hero Great Battle, good vs. evil in a new level. Good thing the Gokaigers & the Goseigers got back up, 13 legends. 1 of them is like a hot topic that shocked the SS fan-nation. The return of Boukenger's Mitsuomi Takahashi. His return as Satoru/Bouken Red is not a publicity stunt unlike what Dara's ex-BF did. His return is considered a leap of fate just because he's a part of a legendary Toku tradition known as Super Sentai. His return is not just for the fans to see him again as the role that became a rocket-launcher to his career, just because yes, he's a part of Super Sentai, tradition runs in his blood. Not bad for him before hitting the age of 30. But his looks? He's still like he's around 24 when Boukenger was on then in 2006. 

Would you return in a way of a publicity stunt just to get back some attention? or would you return because you're a part of a tradition that it all began for you? Time to decide.