Forbidden & Forgotten

"The misery of the year 2007 will end anytime before the year 2020!"

That was good on the Sandara Park interview yesterday, she never mentioned her ex-BF, maybe because she just realized she fell in love with a certified K-Pop hater, he would rather date a slut who is proud on creating a sex video with her slain boyfriend. I have no sign of approval for that one because i remember they appeared on a talk show, telling everyone to give them a 2nd chance. Should i give them a 2nd chance? Hell to the no even if they have a launching movie. Instead, i would rather watch some Toku, especially now i'm excited to watch the Gokaiger Goseiger 199 Hero Great Battle, because their return is worse, giving more misery, but on the other hand, there are 13 returning heroes who deserves a nice welcome. Look, Dara's ex-BF did a lot of shocking publicity stunts since he broke Dara's heart. Like for example, he had sex with a female escort back in 2010 & then the year later, he made his 2nd GF pregnant while the Hero Great Battle hype is in Japan, slated on the date DLSU will celebrate their centennial year. Then, here comes the car accident that almost took his life, he could always see he loves his ex-GF, like really? He haven't answered the question why he broke her heart, like it's been 6 years. 6 freakin' years. Do he thinks he just got his life back after he broke the heart of a K-Pop diva? I don't think so, looks like he got a lot of misery. Then i would wish he died in the car accident back in 2011, but instead, his mother announced to the world that his son who broke the heart of Sandara Park will return to the local showbiz scene, as announced on NCAA Season 89 opening day & i was just preparing myself to watch UAAP Season 76. (Ok, that was not a good sign to start the college sporting season right, but i didn't even see a trace of the man who broke Sandara's heart!) Oh well, if he returns before 2020, it's about time to ending up myself watching Super Sentai. So, if some would re-watch the announcement of the mother of the man who broke Sandara's heart, i would re-watch the Boukenger Suitless Roll Call scene again & again while heading on my way to the UAAP Games in my Ateneo gear.

Great, i guess that pre-UAAP shocking announcement of the return of the man who broke Sandara's heart just almost gave me a heart attack because i even wished he was dead in the car accident he got involved back 2 years ago. Like i would say: 'Damn it, i wish he died in that car accident, i wished that my revenge is already done!' But this year, i said this: 'Did he even said i love you in Korean to Sandara? PATHETIC! Answer the (insert cuss words here) question from 2007 on why you broke her heart you K-Pop hater! Don't make me turn into a Go-Buster & aim the Ichigan Buster to your pathetic face!' Yes, i was in berserk mode during that time. Yes, i need to calm down, like i chugged a 2L bottle of Pepsi. The better part is that there was a branch of Zark's Burgers opened in Blue Eagle Territory aka Katipunan Avenue, so i can get myself a try on the yummiest of their big burgers, like the one which is wrapped in bacon. So, i don't want to mention the name of Dara's ex-BF, because he's already a forgotten fallen star. If there's some lessons i learned after Sandara's departure, there's 1: Go watch Super Sentai. Good thing a friend of mine recommended me to watch Jyuken Sentai Gekiranger. That's my next DVD target after i bought a Boukenger DVD, the 1st DVD i bought in my dear life like after 6 years?! It's like how my dad bought a ticket to the UAAP Season 75 Indoor Volleyball Finals including the much-anticipated Ateneo-La Salle face-off in the women's division. Plus the ticket to the opening games of UAAP Season 76. Sounds like 2013 was quite a crazy year for me, as soon as i learned a lot of life lessons i learned in the past years of this new decade, the words of wisdom is: Go find your true self. I don't mind if Dara's ex-BF returns to the local showbiz scene. The only thing i can do is eat some Shawarma rice at the weekend evening food bazaar around the Araneta Center while in my Ateneo Gear, post-UAAP Games now the indoor volleyball tournament goes on the bigger venues when the games are intense, like the good 'ol traditional Ateneo-La Salle games.

That Heart & Soul An Adventurer Had

"Don't under-estimate an adventurer? That rule is applied for being a fan of UAAP'S Bitter Rivals!"

I reminded myself back in 2007 that everything will be just fine before year 2020. Even if the major downfall during that year was the departure of Sandara Park, the clouds started to become dark, rains happen on most days & thinking if i would be just fine like how the Ateneo Blue Eagles will do everything to get back what's theirs once: the UAAP Men's Basketball Championship. Like i would exchange my old Sandara Park CD from 2005 for an Adidas Ateneo 2007 jersey of any player, i prefer Ken Barracoso instead. But now, why would Dara's ex-BF wants to return in the hype of the Kiefer Ravena era? It's still in the Boukenger Era, if he tries to return like what i heard the week before the UAAP S76 Opening Day, then i would just enjoy my Otaku life like i knew it back last June of this year, on those days where students prepared themselves for a brand new school year. In the times where Dara's ex-BF wants to return to the local showbiz scene, i just don't give a damn on it. Instead, i would walk on Manila's nostalgic places like Chinatown or those which dominated by top universities like how i will conquer Taft Avenue, the home of the La Salle Green Archers. But in the end, i'll still go for Katipunan Avenue, Blue Eagle Territory. But 1 thing's for sure, i would just love to balance my life being an Otaku & a fan of Asian Pop & College Sports. The crazy part, i would try to look cute yet simple & don't mind if there's some local celebrities who would return after they did a controversial move that could make or break their careers. Instead, watching an Ateneo-La Salle game live in any sport can be exciting, don't mind if the drums of both schools & the yells of the fans are louder.

In times that the return of Dara's ex-BF sparked a nightmare, i would just be myself, watching Gokaiger episode 21 aka the Boukenger Tribute, the best episode ever for me. I also can't wait to watch the Gokaiger Goseiger 199 Hero Great Battle, fans have waited for Satoru Akashi to return after a not-so-long hiatus of 3 years. I could think that instead of seeing a fans day of those local celebrities i hate the most since Sandara's departure, my used notebooks would be filled with interesting stuff, including gifts from friends, from the simple to the creative, don't mind if i look like a classy student whose creativity is infinite. I guess i found out for myself that i'm a different person, but where did it all began? Was it during Sandara's departure? As i try to find myself then, like my friend told me to watch Gekiranger. The rest to say is a long history in the hype of the Boukenger era. Well, i just don't mind if after attending a lot of Anime cons in the decade's remainder, i would end up do some cleaning since my room area is not that messy, but i need more free room space. It's like i know how an Otaku's life will be, aside from being a fan of Asian Pop & College Sports. Never mind, the best part is that, it was since June of last year, realizing about what i should be after years of finding my real self since 2007. But then, i just knew it, June of last year makes me realized that after i started this adventure to find myself since 2007, i don't mind if there's some local celebrities would try to return to get their careers back despite their unsolved controversies & publicity stunts, i just don't give a damn on it. I was no longer the girl who could cry after Sandara's departure while i was wearing my orange-colored F4 tee & my hair was messed up. Now, with my short, thin & layered hairdo was sort of a Mika Reyes-ish 'do & wearing shirts that screams my Otaku life, Asian Pop fan life or College Sports fan life, it was mind-blowing. What's next? Watching a live Ateneo-La Salle game of any sport.