Past & Present Collision

I told my mom about the important things to do on the first 3 months of this year earlier & i did told her about paying up the debts for our former school. But it's just all about trying to finish the connection between my little brother & my former school, just because my little bro is now in a new school, but for me, it's like a bomb exploded in my heart because the past is back to me, does it mean my days as an Ateneo fan is already hits the end? No, it's like there's a clash between my past as a COLF student & my present as an ADMU fan-girl. Maybe all i need to do then is, if no one is taking care of me in the house due to my 2 little siblings are at school for their academics on their final years in high school & college, i have no choice but to join them. The outfit? Just a pair of flip-flops, jeans or shorts & an Ateneo tee. (Ateneo Baller Bands & Terrycloth Headband, black in color ala Bacon Austria or Maui Villanueva is for the better, for emergency measures, white tee+Maui Villanueva La Salle jersey from 2008 works well.) 

Ok, when my parents are trying to pay the unpaid debts for my little brother, what should i do then? Getting caught by my former classmates as they knew i end up in Blue Eagle Territory? If caught because we went at COLF around lunch time, i'm history. St. Ignacius Of Loyola, please help getting away from this trouble i got on remembering my crazy past as a COLF student. Now, 7 visits at ADMU, is it enough for me just to forget the troubled part of my life as a COLF student for 4 years? I was even thinking about what to do when the encounter happens. Of course, that day will be just about making a graduate's dream to graduate w/o any traces of a troubled past while for me, time to return to the past? Maybe, but about the craziness of student life. Here i go, i will take a deep breath because my life as an Honorary Atenean will be kept as a secret but will be revealed by some curious minds. Ok, here i go...... Help me, St. Ignacius of Loyola.