"If you found out for yourself that the stupidest lie you did that your mom have kids in her past relationship before she even met your dad will become for real, prepare for the unexpected. If everything goes good, then be the good elder sibling. But if not, try to think i'm just Shinken Red dressed up as a girl, pretending to be your mother! So chin up & smile, i cannot be your mom but i can be just like your favorite auntie who could always buy you cheer-uppers."
3-4 years ago, i created the stupidest lie i ever made against my own mother, like what if she had kids in her past relationships before she met my dad? Uh-oh, i could prepare myself for a drama overload kinda like The Hospital meets City Hunter meets KR Kabuto as i wish i had Hiro Mizushima's Henshin device, the Kabuto Zecter. I always think that the reason why my mom & i got into arguments, misunderstandings & bitch-fights is just because mom loves her 'love child' more than me, being the first born. If you want to know who is the love child i was talking about, i won't give the name, but i'll give you clues for your curiosity, even though this is just a stupid lie. Clue: he's a local male celeb who is a product of a local-based reality talent search on TV. He once had a K-Pop girlfriend but i guess he admits he hates K-Pop & it was a regret for him to love her. He got involved on a car accident last August that could turn me into Kadoya Tsukasa/KR Decade/Masahiro Inoue, saying these 3 words: Not My Fault. Was it my fault that local male celeb got into a car accident because of me? Uh, please, i know i hated him, but definitely it's not my fault, i wish he was dead instead so i can take a deep breath & watch those Ateneo-La Salle games live. Sometimes, i found out for myself that this stupid lie could end up be a shocker. But where did it all started? Maybe on those arguments, misunderstandings & the never-ending bitch-fights between me & my mom, even she's now sick. I even think that i wish that the stupid lie i did won't be true, but if this becomes true, i could sent a bunch of text messages to my favorite auntie that she must buy me a big bottle of sleeping pills instead of the 8 Super Sentai DVD's from the 2004-2011 teams & all 3 flavors of Magnum Ice Cream, if you think i'm trying to commit suicide then maybe not, i'm just troubled. (Maybe taking too much sleeping pills can be suicidal) Sorry, maybe this is not a rant post, but this is a post of what's been on my mind when i end up being pissed out, being a douche-bag girl. Right now, my head is been aching because of all of that crying. Maybe the big disadvantage of being a crybaby, talk about headaches! Ouch! But never mind, only i could end up drinking a large bottle of Pepsi while i could pop in an anti-depressant pill after i ate a yummy meal. Never mind, talk about if only my favorite auntie & i would go shopping, i could try to escape the problems i entered as of August 2008.
"My mom really had a love child & she loves it more than i am! I want to die now, favorite auntie! Huhuhu!!!! Waaah!!!!!"
"I know that hurts, but don't worry, i might not be like your mom & I MIGHT NOT BE YOUR REAL MOM but i can be better than her. So cheer up & take a deep breath. You cried a lot & you might end up having a headache. Here, get drunk in Yakult & eat some snacks so you won't end up being a cry-baby."
Trying to think if my favorite auntie is my REAL mom, then it would be fine, the mystery of the picture on her dresser of my favorite auntie & i when i was a little girl still remains there. It looks like my favorite auntie still loves me, as a niece, but what if as a daughter? It's like a game of pretending when the stupid lie will become a shocking truth. But a stupid lie will be just a stupid lie. Only a day when my favorite auntie & i, going to SM Megamall for the coolest Anime cons will be my escape from the problems i encounter due to my mom. I almost lost some breathing space, my favorite auntie could tell me to cheer up & show me that she & her BFF bought all 8 Super Sentai DVD's from the 2004-2011 teams & all 3 flavors of Magnum Ice Cream. She could tell me, 'Cheer up, tell me the next Anime con to be held at SM Megamall & we will be there.' Talk about cheering up in a time of 6 years since i got pissed out in class when i was in Junior Year HS. Anyway, before anything else, i wish i can fix this, my mom need care now. Stupidity should end soon.
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