Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Everything Is On The Line, In 2 Days

If the Ateneo Blue Eagles lose the championship, i'll be a snobbish emo girl, but if the Ateneo Blue Eagles win the championship, i'll be a loud & proud party girl. But all i want to do when the dark memories of the past haunt me, i would rather scream loud, loud according to my heart's content like Maui Villanueva, Joshua Webb, Yuri Escueta, Rabeh Al-Hussaini & Jai Reyes These players scream their heart's contents, doing the shots for their respective teams like Ateneo & La Salle.



Should i blame the teacher who kicked my Ateneo a** big time in class 3 years ago for telling me that i have no sense of cooperation for the attack on the storm on Riverside where Jai Reyes lives? Jai needs to be airlifted just to be rescued when his house was flooded. My life was shattered into pieces like a broken mirror when my teacher spilled everyone at class that i have no sense of cooperation. I was like an emo girl, crying in 1 corner while there are some people laugh at it. Vengeance is what i need. I would rather do something bad to make sure her life is worth hell, after what she did to me. 

I admit, after the day that shattered my life, i was thinking of committing suicide like taking sleeping pills & slashing my wrist. But no avail, i don't want to think about that. I lied to my classmates about the wounds that i got, it's not like whenever you need to cover it w/ colored checkered band-aids. I remained silent, silence covers me. But cheering for both Ateneo & La Salle, the silence barrier is shattered.

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