Thoughts Outside The Rivalry

Now, for some serious stuff, away from my 1st entry.

I told to myself yesterday, if Ateneo loses by Thursday, i'm history, i'm a goner, i'm a loser & i'll turn myself into a snob. (As in i won't listen & follow my family except for my little sister who is an AB Economics Junior at Ateneo.) But if Ateneo wins by Thursday, 3rd year of revenge, vengeance & a backlash against the person who turned my life into a living hell. Enough of that, because my fate is hanging on the balance by Thursday. In other words, if Ateneo wins the championship, time to be a party-girl! So, it's either i'll be a snob in a Maui Villanueva or Ken Baracoso jersey & shorts set or a party-girl at Katipunan Avenue by Thursday, only Ateneo will draw my fate. But somehow, i'll be happy to receive more Ateneo goodies from my little sister. 

I don't get it, i found out that my Shabby Chic side is still open because after i raided my own closet, i found out that there are some clothes that i haven't wore for a long time. I was even thinking about losing weight because my craziest goal as of this moment is to wear my little sister's unused clothes. (I remember Puffy, my little sister who is an AB Economics Junior at ADMU brought me an 'I Love Ateneo' shirt from Get Blued during a discounted sale at the Loyola Schools Bookstore, located at the MVP Hall. The size was 3XL, 1-2 times bigger than my red & yellow-colored Slam Dunk tees & my orange-colored Meteor Garden tee. Now all i need to do is to buy the matching shirts & pins for that! (I'm talking about the 'I Love Ateneo' series from Get Blued, duh!) I really miss my long hair, big time! Just because aside from a high pony tail, cute pig tails, Shan Chai's uber-cute & timeless braided pigtails & A straight layered long hair w/ bangs, i would rather play w/ it. (Shan Chai's braided pigtails+Maui Villanueva jersey & shorts set made by Adidas for La Salle or Ken Baracoso jersey & shorts set made by Adidas for Ateneo= Just a chill-out look at home.)

Now, about what i found at my closet. I found 3 tank tops which has the color of La Salle, a pair of yellow-colored shorts, a pair of pants that Puffy gave to me, a crimson-colored round-neck shirt which i need to find the white-colored pleated skirt, some shirts that i used once for school & outfits that my relatives gave to me like a black & white graphic-printed dress, a red-colored plaid polo shirt w/ brocade design & some of dad's college tees. Losing weight is not a piece of cake for someone like me who has to run around Ateneo if i can to achieve this goal. But somehow, it could be a piece of cake for someone like me, even if i could endure some pain & even getting in to the desperate measure a girl or a woman should enter. But this is life after all, pain is always a requirement if you found out this will be hurt. Now all i need to have is a first aid kit for myself.