Express, Not To Impress

I kept telling to myself that i'm not really impressing to my Auntie about whatever stuff my parents bought to me. Nah, i was just expressing myself, but this doesn't mean i'm impressing my favorite Auntie. It wasn't until last year, after i went on vacation on my grandma's house June of 1 year ago. It was a week before Auntie Misato & i will go to SM Megamall to attend Toycon. But the difference of parents & auntie is communication. I can talk to my parents personally, but on my auntie, i could always talk to her via text only. (I could visit grandma's house sometimes for a visit or sometimes, a vacation.) So, whenever we go to a big Anime con at SM Megamall, should i dress up nice to her? Ah, just dressing up in a comfy outfit, that's fine with me. (It's ok to tote a large tote bag & act a little awkward like having a slight back pain.) But the memories of grandma were expressed in some of the stuff my grandma, auntie & uncle gave to me. It was like they expressed it like i was the 1st grand-daughter. Even though i lived with my parents & siblings. But sometimes, there are times when there's tension in the house, i don't know who would i tell about it. But i always tell it to my auntie via text.

Everytime i texted my auntie about the tension at the house due to my mom, she could always tell me to calm down. Or even she could say that i was thinking of so many things. But Auntie kept telling me to calm down. (I was even thinking about of ice cream cravings like a strawberry ice cream in a Belgian waffle cone, just like the good ol' times of the past decade.) Yes, i'm still craving for the strawberry-ice-cream-in-a-Belgian-waffle-cone as of now like thinking of when will be for the right time to hit to the salon & get that cute Vic Zhou bedhead cut back without making mom freaked out of me thinking that i looked more of a guy. (I remember my little sister's joke that i looked like Ryan Buenafe, but i have Justin Chua's body.) Having Zai-Zai's famous bedhead could be great, this was his hairdo then before he cut his hair & make Maui Villanueva of the DLSU Green Archers cry because Zai-Zai's new hairdo resemble Maui's hairdo. Oh crap, this is my life after all. Expressing is ok, but impressing? Very awkward.