Monday, June 13, 2011

Recalling The Past Decade: Finding The Links Of A Missing Identity

From 2000 to 2009, uh, i know, i just found out about KR Decade back in 2009 after all of those times i was watching KR Blade & KR Hibiki on TV. The past decade thought me on how to become innocent, surpassing each moment or disaster in life. Plus, finding out new discoveries like Campbell's Mushroom Soup which started as the time my favorite Auntie told me to try one, but on December, i got it as a Christmas gift, far from receiving a copy of my favorite Manga comics. That was the time i was in 7th grade, finding out that i was on my way to High School. Now, it wasn't on the end of the decade where i found out about my real self, watching 2 KR series which was released one year after the other, i told to myself back in December 2008 to re-watch KR Blade from start to end since i found out for myself that i will surely have a crush on Kazuma Kenzaki. I was trying to re-discover myself until now, from the end of the old decade to the start of the new decade in 2010. I surely remember the time back in 2010 where after of all what happened in the past decade, i just want to find my real self.

So, it was back 2 years ago, at the hype of the KR Decade fever, i received my very 1st KR Toy, a KR Decade Capsule Toy. Although it was cheap, i have no choice but to collect more KR Toys until the start of 2010. Before heading back to Senior Year HS via home-study, i just want to ask myself a simple question, did i found my real self? Maybe yes, maybe no. Did i found my real self from eating a Starbucks Chocolate Chip Cookie that was the biggest cookie i've seen during my Sophomore Year HS life along with a Venti Hot Starbucks Cafe Mocha? Did i found my real self from watching Boukenger from start to end just because Auntie Misato just bought the DVD's that i loved to have? Did i found my real self from buying a Nike-Ateneo Team Shirt & Team Jacket? Did i? Did i? Maybe not yet, it wasn't on the month where i almost entered the dark side but it was brightened by a shining light when i found out the truth that my parents used to live in Katipunan in an apartment near La Vista. Welcome to the Ateneo World, Little Miss Power Rangers. I found out the truth that my fate will be changed with the decision of Chris Tiu leading the Ateneo Blue Eagles from 2007 to 2008. The truth is, my life is been connected by the Ateneo Blue Eagles. Shocking huh? But that was the truth. After being surrounded by a dark room full of monsters that was seen in some Super Sentai, Power Rangers & Kamen Rider series from October 16, 2006, a spark of light appeared, finding out the truth about my real identity.
Maybe it's not on that large chocolate chip cookie i ate once but want to have that with a Venti-sized Mocha drink or watching the 30th Super Sentai series & have those crazy daydreams related to Mitsuomi Takahashi or joining the Ateneo Blue Eagles on their road to the championship after Ryan Buenafe aimed the cold-blooded dagger 3 to secure the 3-peat. It's not on the cookie, the mocha drink, the DVD copy of Boukenger, the Nike-Ateneo Team Shirt & Team Jacket or all of the things i have as of now, after all of what happened last October 16, 2006, with the revelations of my real identity come out 1 after the other, do i even think i have blue blood flowing in my veins? What is Ateneo De Manila University to me aside from that was the school that exposed my little sister to co-ed higher education after being stuck in an all-girls school for a decade of her student life? & lastly, will i think the enemy i got is La Salle & not the teacher who puts me in trouble back on the day mother nature cried with me? I want to find the answers.

The truth is out, but i need to know more about the real me.

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