Ghosts Of The Past Life

My headache & heartburn sucks, i can't even think of what should i do next since i didn't want to answer a phone call from a former classmate of mine just to push me to attend a class reunion that might gone wrong. Instead, i would rather be talking to Rei, my BFF, wasting an hour or 2 on the phone. Is this what i called an 'emotional stress' breakout? Maybe, just because i don't want to get haunted by my past life of getting pissed out in class back when i was a High School Junior. For 4 years, until this year, i tried to forget about what happened back in October 16, 2006. I tried a lot of things to make sure i will forget the darkest day of my life like getting started to watch the UAAP games from Season 70 to Season 73, always cheering for either Ateneo or La Salle. A Nike-Ateneo Team Jacket is waiting in the wings before the upcoming season, a must have for the rainy days or just a cover up from visiting my former school. I could always think that a teacher back in Junior Year HS, my homeroom teacher pissed me off in front of the entire class, that sucks, right? Right. (Far from crying over the saddest scenes either on Meteor Garden or Power Rangers Turbo.)

Ok, during the darkest day of my life, i almost cried buckets of tears, even during science class, that sucks, right? The best time to cry is when La Salle defeated Ateneo. (Hmm, better, like i would say bye-bye to Zordon & Alpha 5 from the 3rd episode of Power Rangers Turbo.) But crying on the darkest day of my dear life almost destroyed me, but during the past 4 years, i got started to search for the missing links of my dear life. Do i ever think that my parents once lived in Katipunan Avenue? Do i have a fate connection to the Ateneo Blue Eagles since 2006? I would even think that my worst enemy is my past life, worst than La Salle. A teacher destroyed my dear life, who could ever thought she will do that to me? ARGH, i would rather excuse the next class reunion & instead, wait for July for the hot-stopping games of the UAAP. Whatever it takes, i need to move on, be a better person & stop thinking about the past, it might take a toll on me, especially on my health, emotions & life. Time to destroy who destroyed my life in school, but my weapon is not the Autoblaster Defender which i would love to use, it will be my emotions & a heart who is on fire.