The Security Blanket

Ok, i just realized for myself that my favorite Auntie, Auntie Misato is my so-called 'Security Blanket', but i found out about this after almost 1 year? Does it all really started in the accidental visit to Ozine Fest 2010? I've even thought it's going to be an ordinary Sunday at the mall for me. But hell no, that changed it all, absolutely. Maybe it's more than the time i munched in for that Superstix Strawberry Wafer Sticks that i love to top on my green tea-flavored frozen yoghurt topped with strawberries, blueberries, mangoes, sliced almonds & crushed Grahams from Tutti Frutti, or by the time i begged her to buy me a DVD of Masked Rider Kabuto because i missed it, BIG TIME! (I was even thinking about getting a haircut ala Souji Tendou, ne? I'm talking about the hairdo i guess.) Yes, i suddenly found out for myself that i only watched maybe 2-3 episodes of KR Kabuto, so i decided to tell her to buy me a DVD of KR Kabuto so i can watch it while i need to stay away from a disaster waiting in the wings. (Oh no, here comes my stupid thoughts again that my Auntie kept telling me to calm down & have a FroYo. For me, it's: KEEP CALM & HAVE SOME STRAWBERRY WAFER STICKS!)

Anyway, i decided to write a letter for her yesterday. I would rather give it to her secretly when mom's not looking at me. But if she's not around the house, hanging out with her friends (& hopefully, trying to buy me a copy of Sparkling K-Pop magazine, i'll just slip in the letter inside her room or while watching Toonami on Cartoon Network, i'll just put it on her bed or her dresser.) I just did that for her because i realize that whenever i feel lonely or pissed due to my mom's crazy attitude like she's keeping something from us, especially to me, i just text her & ask her about what i need to cheer me up. I never felt this secured with her, like a combination of Pocky & a hot cup of Milo 3 in 1 For Adults, snugging myself in a brand-new discounted Nike-Ateneo Team Jacket on a rainy day while watching Masked Rider Kabuto on DVD while my hair is like an either Vic Zhou or Hiro Mizushima-inspired hairdo. (Or for the better, also while eating a hot cup of Lucky Me! Supreme in either or both Ka-Ri (Beef Curry) &/or Po-Ku (Pork Bone) while on a rainy day!) Somehow, i feel happy that i have a security blanket in my favorite Auntie, no one else can save me from my mom's brashes & when mom reveals a secret to us that could destroy me, my security blanket is just a text away.