Sharing The Same Fate

Is it just coincidence or it's all by accident or it just happened but i didn't noticed at all, why? That was the question boggled around my head about what happened 5 years ago after i found out a shocker last night. The shocker: Myself & the Ateneo Blue Eagles shared the same fate of sadness during October 2006. The shocking defeat & the shocking backstabbing at the front of the class. It's like what happened back 5 years ago is like a tiger's claw scratching on my skin. But it would be better if there are some arrows aimed on me, an archer's arrow is more painful than a tiger's claw. During that time, i wish there could be a time i could pass by Katipunan Avenue, seeing the view of Ateneo De Manila University, the school by the hill, as heard in the lyrics of the Ateneo song, Song For Mary. My identity, my life story, my real reason of existence, all bothered by the darkest day of my life where a tiger's sharp claw sinking on my skin, creating cuts as small drops of blood come out. But it would be better for me to be aimed by more than 100 arrows from the archers, but not those ordinary archers, the Green Archers to be exact, hunting down the Blue Eagles, like the legendary rivalry in the hard-court, ever excited in Philippine sports. For me, i would rather die from an archer's arrow. Like Ateneo would be defeated in the hands of La Salle, or reverse. La Salle would rather be defeated in the hands of Ateneo.

After my former classmate decided to call me up the day before a UAAP Game, after i watched a feature about the DLSU Green Archers on TV last night, i feel bothered if i would attend the class reunion this December or not. Sometimes, i think twice like i would read at the back of my head. Like i would smell a disaster going on, telling to accept that it was my fault on what happened during the darkest day of my life. I said i don't want to, like the ghosts of the past is back to get me. My former classmates would rather tag me on the pics of the past field trips that they would love to upload on Facebook, they would ask me if i will show up on the class reunion, they would ask me if i'm ok. But i don't feel like i would love to talk to them. I would rather cry in the rain, like my former classmates did a destructive plan over Katipunan Avenue & Taft Avenue. Surviving a slight car crash like what happened to Vic Zhou, only suffering minor injuries except that he got cuts. & then, there were 5 Blue Eagles & 4 Green Archers (Bacon Austria, Nico Salva, Kirk Long, Oping Sumalinog, Justin Chua, Joshua Webb, Maui Villanueva, Simon Atkins & L.A. Revilla) Would rather rescue me to escape the trouble of my past life. They are coming to save me from the trouble of my past. Another story from the back of my head again.