Deal!

"Here's a deal, i'll buy the last 4 Super Sentai DVD's instead, just give me the tittles, write it down on a list & give the list to me, get it?"

Just last night, when my parents & i are heading home after they attend a party & after i take care of my grandma, my dad told me that he will be the one who will buy the last 4 Super Sentai DVD's instead of my favorite auntie. The crazy thing is, i told my favorite auntie that i'll text her about the tittles (Dekaranger, Magiranger, Boukenger & Gekiranger) so she can remember it as soon as she will buy it. I was still hooked with my 1st 4 SS DVD's (Go-Onger, Shinkenger, Goseiger & Gokaiger) since 2 weekends ago. After i watched the 1st episode of Gokaiger, it was surely amazing. But i was looking forward to watch it's Boukenger Tribute ep where Mitsuomi Takahashi shows up, reprising his breakout role as Satoru Akashi/Bouken Red, for the sake of my fan-girl frenzy, i would love to watch that episode if the madness of 2007 is almost going to kill me, got to watch that episode as UAAP Season 75 will roll out in 2 months. But it's ok if i watch that early, trying to escape from a 5-year disaster due to a personal demon of mine that could turn me into a Go-Buster just to bust him. I wish i could always have a 500ml ice-cold bottle of Pepsi or an ice-cold bottle of Gatorade (any flavor that either dad or Nico Salva drinks) to pair it along with the snacks my favorite auntie bought for grandma, but i'll end up being the one who will eat that. I remember back last June 2011, the day before my parents celebrate their wedding anniversary, dad could buy a pack of Korean Pop Rice Crackers that i wish i could eat that with a cool drink which is a 500ml ice-cold bottle of Pepsi Pinas, just to find out on the showbiz gossip corner that Dara's ex-BF made his new GF pregnant, but i didn't heard the news because all of a sudden, i decided to go along with my dad & little sister at the Church of the Gesu at Ateneo De Manila University. I know that Dara's ex-BF is my personal demon for 5 years, let's say this 5-year 'silent war' is like a KR Decade story gone into a reality of a girl who seeks revenge for Sandara Park's departure while ending up being in the frenzy of the return of the Ateneo-La Salle rivalry back in 2007. Anyway, his unfortunate accident last August 2011 was mixed, i wish he was dead, but not. ARGH, if he was dead in that car accident, then i'm taking a deep breath now, but as i told here in a past entry, his death won't give me tickets to the Ateneo-La Salle games, Toku toys, Nike-Ateneo Team Gears from 2010 or everything that i want, including a classic banana split worth P50. Never mind, if i heard the news that my personal demon finally died, then it's time for me to dip in a pool of ice-cold water in an Adidas-Ateneo 2008 jersey of Nico Salva.

"Dara's ex-BF is still here, well, time to unleash my inner Go-Buster! *It's Morphin' Time!* LET'S MORPHIN!"


Let's say that if my dad bought the last 4 SS DVD's, then i would let my favorite auntie buy the Hana Kimi Japan (1st Version) & KR Kabuto DVD's instead so it will be a great deal while i could tell my little sister to buy me the English-translated Manga of Hana Kimi. I told to myself since 2007 that i'm now bored on what i'm seeing on TV when it comes on drama shows & showbiz gossip, i would rather be a fan of Anime, Toku, Asian Pop & College Sports instead. I was shocked to find out that Dara's ex-BF is back on the showbiz scene back in January 2011, i was on my way then to Katipunan Avenue with my family to pick up my little sister who is going to graduate from her AB Economics Course at ADMU 2 months later back then. Sometimes, as of now, i could think if Dara's ex-BF died on that ill-fated car accident back last August days before the 2nd round of the Ateneo-La Salle face-off for UAAP Season 74, then i would take a deep breath, getting in to the Blue Eagles frenzy. But i guess i would rather accept my dad's deal that he will buy the last 4 SS DVD's instead while i could think of how will i watch the Boukenger Tribute for Gokaiger. I guess i still have the cravings of the snacks i ate last night that my favorite auntie bought for my grandma, but all i need then is an ice-cold bottle of Pepsi or Gatorade, while i'm in a short, thin & layered hairdo inspired by the red heroes of Toku from Masaru Nagai of Timeranger to Katsuhiro Suzuki of Go-Busters, wearing a shirt from either Bench/ SiHae shirts, Ateneo shirts from my little sister or that La Salle shirt i was raving to have aside from a La Salle Green Archers Knit Hoodie, to be paired that with a comfy pair of bottoms like my dad's black-colored shorts while i try to think of pairing a pair of pink-colored argyle socks & brown-colored lace-up boots will work. Since it's the start of the rainy season, let's think i'm like a La Salle or Ateneo fan, trying to survive the rainy days. I guess next time, i wish i had a supply of Pepsi so i can put 1 in the ref when i needed to. If i have the last 4 SS DVD's, i would carefully keep that in a short plastic envelope that i found last May 1, the crazy part, is that i'm taking a deep breath & wishing that a positive surprise will come. Ok, so it's like the 4 remaining recovery sessions for my mom will be just fine, i could think about catching my sleep, thinking of when & how will i watch the Boukenger Tribute for Gokaiger, thinking that Mitsuomi Takahashi was around 28-29 years old during the time he reprise his Boukenger role. But as of this moment, it's like my mom is telling me to clean up my mess on the bedroom now.

No Long Waits

"When will this long wait just to have the last 4 Super Sentai DVD's will draw to an end? This long wait is killing me that's for sure!"

The weird part is that i'm still in a long wait to have the last 4 Super Sentai DVD's & i wish the wait will be drawn to an end before this year ends. Call me excited because i was trapped in a madness since 2007, but only for Toku, Asian Pop & College Sports, probably basketball due to the return of the Ateneo-La Salle rivalry in 2007. Whoever cried during Sandara Park's departure, oh stop it, could you just attack her ex-BF instead? While i try to do everything just to watch a live UAAP game this season even if it's Ateneo-FEU or Ateneo-La Salle which i might end up going home with arrows pinned all over my body. If only i could wish that i can hear the news that Dara's ex-BF is officially dead, then i could beg my dad & my little sister for some tickets for the UAAP Games. The truth is, the death of Dara's ex-BF won't give me UAAP Game Tickets for the men's basketball games, Toku toys which it will be a good addition to my collection or the 2010 Nike-Ateneo Team Gears. (Or even my copies of Chalk's July issues, Rebound & UAAP Magazine & my lone Get Blued I Love Ateneo shirt to be autographed by the Ateneo Blue Eagles, the history seekers of the UAAP) Nah, if Dara's ex-BF die in accidental causes like a car accident, then my breathing room will be wide. But it won't give me everything that i want to have even if i finally fulfill a revenge which is sweet like a classic banana split, even if i waited for 5 years for this. The girl with the silent revenge i was, if i finally heard or read the news that i wish it did happen last year, but not, then sweet revenge is in my hands. Even if i could don a short, thin & layered hairdo ala Vic Zhou while craving myself on ice cream as a comfort food even if Ateneo lost to La Salle, their long-time bitter rivals. But come the day i will visit my former school, i will no longer be the girl who cried wolf. In Junior Year HS, i ended up being the girl who needs vengeance for everything after October 16, that's when i got started to end up being a drama queen & vengeful girl in 1 body even before the start of the 2nd semester. If only my Junior Year HS experience is like City Hunter, then i wish i don a hairdo like Johnny Lee, only to end up that Johnny Lee is trapped in the body of a girl version of Hiromu Sakurada.

"Cheer up & don't think of seeking revenge against your mom, my favorite niece. Here's some yummy snacks & the last 4 SS DVD's you've been waiting for, my BFF & i had a hard time to find them, especially Boukenger!"

I asked myself, if all of my enemies fall down, will my life return to normal? I don't know, like i wish i could don Vic Zhou's bedhead for the rest of my life so i would end up looking cute. What about receiving the last 4 SS DVD's while my favorite auntie is practicing on how to make the perfect classic banana split while i was crying buckets of tears after my visit to my former school just becomes a disaster? (Ice cream is now the perfect comfort food for boys & girls who got in a disaster like a school visit gone wrong) That could be nice, while i tell to my favorite auntie my story on my school visit gone on an epic disaster, she's trying to make the perfect classic banana split while i could find some perfect snacks to match that. (Like cookies or wafers which i end up to be the one who will eat that) Ice cream is considered as an all-around comfort food, for the problematic & the troubled. I remember the text messages from my favorite auntie that aside from the DVD's she will buy me all 3 flavors of Magnum Ice Cream, she even asked me if i tried it & i said yes. (But i haven't tried the next 2 flavors, Almond & Chocolate Truffle) Get this, having the last 4 SS DVD's & some Magnum Ice Cream can be interesting! Can't wait to fill that up on an envelope i found last May 1 & of course, another mess in the bedroom will await me, this means mom could get mad at me, ending up creating a big-time mess in the bedroom. This means my mom could tell me to clean up my own mess & ending up on the next shopping spree where i could end up buying colorful plastic storage containers to keep all of my stuff there. Great, i know my mom when she could get mad at me due to my mess. While i could wait to have the last 4 SS DVD's from my favorite auntie's confirmation text, e-mail or call that she finally bought it after a very long wait. Of course, i might end up receiving the confirmation text while i'm having fun eating a classic banana split or receiving the confirmation e-mail while i'm busy re-watching Akibaranger episode 3 all over again or receiving the confirmation call while i'm taking care of my mom at home.

Even's Salvation

"That uber-cool pair of lace-up boots from Centropelle is surely worth it, P1399? Wow, i better earn some moolah to buy that while i could look forward for the Nike-Ateneo 2012 Team Gears, still looking forward to buy the Nike-Ateneo 2010 Team Gears as usual."

2008, 2010, 2012, in years that ends in even numbers, adventure spells in to those years where it will end up developing myself. I could think it's more than just watching Toku & UAAP if only i don't want to hear the madness in the news like i could wish that what happened in the year 2007 stays in 2007, but it haunts me. Last night, i had a birthday dinner with my family for my dad's birthday at Banapple, Chicken Breast Parmigiano & a glass of Pepsi which is just perfect for me, i don't mind anything since i'm so hungry back then. Afterwards, good thing there's a branch of Rustan's Supermarket Fresh at the ground floor of Il Terrazo, we just bought some breakfast essentials, but it looks like i need to think that i might buy some stuff written down in my shopping list at a supermarket, thinking about the time that i wish i could go to the salon & get a haircut, bringing back my cute bedhead. If you could ask me if i need to color my hair, oh i wish it could be milk chocolate brown. I just ended up being dazed & confused with everything since 2007 finding out for myself that Dara's ex-BF is now my personal demon while i could think that i wish i can hear the news of his untimely death while i finally ended the long wait of buying the Nike-Ateneo 2010 Team Gears. If that news break out while i was having fun, no need to get shocked, like i could beg my dad & my little sister about the tickets to the games of UAAP Season 75. Now there are 2 more Tuesdays & 2 more Thursdays left for my mom's recovery sessions, i could think twice of getting a haircut since my hair grows slowly, wish i could don the bedhead instead even if i look like Hua Ze Lei gone Bouken Blue due to my milk chocolate brown hair color. Get this, from the items that i found last Tuesday & Thursday, then this means i need to save up a lot of moolah just to buy that while waiting for Saturdays which are mostly related to bonding time & going to the malls. But come the 2nd half of this year where the UAAP Season will roll out in the Men's Basketball Games, a lot of new adventures to come.

"Hey favorite auntie, good thing you called up. Nande? You just bought the last 4 SS DVD's? Great! I'll pick-up the DVD's this weekend, don't make me too excited!"

I remember back last February when my favorite auntie called up & telling me about the October 2011 issue of Sparkling, good thing she bought it. But what if instead of a confirmation text, what about a confirmation call? That could be nice like a confirmation e-mail, but whatever it is, a phone call, text message or email, it confirms that the long wait to have the last 4 Super Sentai DVD's finally draws to a close for me. Surprises do come every year, but in a year that ends in an even number was surely had the best surprises, like i could end up on a shopping spree for Toku toys at Toy Kingdom during Anime cons at SM Megamall. I know my mom could complain at me because there will be an additional mess at the bedroom, it's like the next time we go to the malls, i could buy those colorful plastic storage containers, oh i wish i could buy the ones that i can put under the bed! But last night, while shopping for our breakfast meals with my mom at Rustan's Supermarket Fresh-Tomas Morato (As of last night, i wish i could drop by at Rustan's Supermarket Fresh-Katipunan which is near MC & you guessed it right, ADMU), i just saw some iBox plastic storage containers which are sold there. Great, just as what i need to clean up the mess in the bedroom while thinking about opening an individual bank account for myself so i can buy everything that i need while i count down the days to the end of my freedom as i return to my student life. In other words, maybe by next year, i might get stuck in a cute school uniform as i return to high school, looking like the school girls i've seen nowadays since last year. Anyway, while i was waiting for that to happen, i could think of myself as a returning school girl with a bedhead like Vic Zhou? Sounds not so bizarre but it's fine with me more than getting traumatized as i visit my former school in a new look to pay my unpaid school fees so i can just excuse myself from not attending a COLF class reunion when i end up at College of St. Benilde as i go college-bound after finally finishing high school, wearing an Adidas-La Salle Centennial Team Jacket & looking like Yumeria/Akiba Yellow from Akibaranger for the sake of my mom.

The Boukenger Experience

"As you drop by to your former school, you should have your survival kit, bring any magazine of your choice, like a copy of UAAP Magazine, your portable DVD player & the 1st 4 Super Sentai DVD's, don't worry, i'll buy the last 4 since you need that & your important essentials, kept in a shoulder bag. Anyway, maybe you should also bring a pic of your crush, that could be a lucky charm."

If the day i could drop by to my former school to pay my unpaid school fees so i can go back to my student life in a different school would come, maybe i should have the important essentials to make it exciting, even if it's make-or-break in experience. Let's see, i have my important essentials, i should bring a magazine so i won't get bored like my 1st 2 copies of UAAP Magazine, a portable DVD player so i can watch my favorite Super Sentai DVD's & a pic of my crush? Wait up, if only there are some larger versions of the pics of the Super Sentai mainstays who guested in Gokaiger, then it would be nice. (But i was just after a pic of Boukenger's Mitsuomi Takahashi) I don't know if i will wear the Adidas-La Salle Centennial Team Jacket even if my outfit of choice will be a Bench/ SiHae shirt, dad's black-colored shorts & lace-up boots that i found at Centropelle earlier which is worth P1399. I told my mom earlier on the 2nd day of her recovery sessions that i feel 'traumatized' when i visit my former school, i even told her that i guess my former classmates think i'm dead. But mom turned it as a joke & she said i'm alive, for 5 straight years. I guess it could be an adventure of a lifetime like if i got the chance to watch Boukenger after my favorite auntie bought the last 4 SS DVD's after a long wait or i got the chance to watch the Boukenger Tribute for Gokaiger with a 29-year-old Mitsuomi Takahashi as a guest representing the Boukengers. It's make or break, but if it's break, then i would end up crying buckets of tears while texting to my favorite auntie about what happened during my visit. Then she could reply back, telling me that she finally bought the last 4 SS DVD's & stop crying like a little girl while i could find a tub of ice cream, a comfort food for troubled kids. On 2nd thought if Akibaranger will have the capsule toys of the weapons based from the SS Teams who will guide the Akibarangers to become an official SS Team, then i would prefer having the Bouken Shovel!

"Look, i got an Akibaranger Capsule Toy which are the weapons based from the SS Teams who helped the Akibarangers! Look what i got, i guess i was lucky to have this, a Bouken Shovel!"

Even though it might be a long time for the day i'll drop by to my former school would be roll out by next year, i could think i'll look forward for the Akibaranger merchandise to be sold her, probably at Toy Kingdom's Anime & Capsule Toys section where most Toku toys are found. While i could wait to have the last 4 SS DVD's, then i could think i got the hangover of Akibaranger Episode 3, nah, i guess this is about experience because that episode will bring me some full yet positive energy so i can be fine for the rest of the day. At the hospital, while my mom is in her recovery sessions last Tuesday & just earlier, i catch some sleep since i woke up late today & i didn't had enough sleep 2 days ago. My dreams are like the delusions which are Akibaranger-inspired, ending up in a survival when my former classmates could ask me what did i do for the past 5 years of not seeing them in the flesh. Was i afraid to see them? Maybe not, it's like i didn't have the time because i was taking care of my dear mother. But after the day that i dropped by at my former school to pay my unpaid school fees, i could drop by at my grandma's house for a visit, telling my favorite auntie about the experience of dropping by at my former school even it's now on a new location, seeing some of my former classmates & teachers & of course, if i end up being a crybaby or i screamed 'I survived the wraths of my former school!'. Talking it over snacks served at the dining table while my favorite auntie showed me the last 4 Super Sentai DVD's she bought while i'm at my former school during my make-or-break day. I guess i told to myself that after the experience of visiting my former school after 5 long years, but my last visit was on the day before my birthday last March 2011 to pay my little brother's unpaid school fees. I could end up on a retail therapy, hitting the malls to buy what i need to have, like i could spend my time, buying some Toku toys at Toy Kingdom (SM Megamall or SM City North EDSA-The Block) while i could try to cheer up & heal the wounds of the experience of dropping by at COLF just to expect the unexpected, but as i know, my mom will end up worrying about me. 

Bad Visit

"My favorite niece, i know you're scared to visit your former school, but in a time  like this, you have no choice but to go to your former school. Cheer up! I will buy your last 4 Super Sentai DVD's so when you get home, remove that frown as you watch Boukenger."

What if there will be that day that my mom & i are going to my former school to visit my former classmates & pay my unpaid school fees? If i smell a worst case scenario, then it's a yes. I might end up crying when i get home because my former classmates would tell me to go back but i would think i'll suffer another worst case scenario all over again like it's been Junior Year HS all over again as i cry my heart out, texting to my favorite auntie that i went to my former school & i ended up looking more of a cry-baby in a La Salle or Ateneo gear. They would ask me questions why i left COLF & what did i do for the past 5 years, i might answer that, but i could answer it awkwardly, i might end up crying like a little girl when i get home & my mom told me to calm down, but it's like i would exchange text messages with my favorite auntie about my experience of dropping by at my former school as a different person, no longer the girl who cried wolf from October 2006. My parents are now finding a new school for me to spend my last years as a high school student, they will not bring me back to my former school since i end up being traumatized already. I could love to spend my college years at College of St. Benilde since it's a La Salle-affiliated school, maybe the best reward for me as i return to my student life is an Adidas-La Salle Centennial Team Jacket that i waited 2 years for that. What will be the result of my visit to my former school, a visit gone wrong? That could be the answer of the moment since i would end up running for my dear life when my former classmates could ask me questions of my whereabouts from 5 years ago while my mom is paying my unpaid school fees as she talks with the school employees. Talk about i will watch out for a bad homecoming for me, yikes. As my mom & i head home, i would end up crying as i exchange text messages with my favorite auntie about my 'bad homecoming' to my former school, she would tell me to cheer up, she would text me that she finally bought the last 4 SS DVD's, all ready for pick-up anytime, any day of the week, including the weekends.

"You visited your former school & you ended up thinking you had a bad homecoming?"
"Yes, i knew it from the start!"
"You don't need to worry about that because finally, i bought the last 4 SS DVD's so cheer up & pick up the DVD's ASAP!"

Maybe on the time i could drop by at my grandma's house after a school homecoming gone wrong, it will be the time for me to pick-up the last 4 of 8 Super Sentai DVD's from the 2004-2007 teams. Feeling traumatized, gloomy, under the weather (but i'm not sick) & good thing i got a haircut because i decided to chop off my hair to a short, thin & layered hairdo since my hair grows slowly, i would rather end up looking like Ryota Ozawa during the Gokaiger finale, my favorite auntie told me to pick up the last 4 Super Sentai DVD's & get started on watching it. The long wait would be over for me if that happens after a traumatic moment of visiting my former school which all of a sudden, it just gone wrong. I told my favorite auntie about the experience of dropping by at my former school & ending up running for my dear life since i would try to run away from my former classmates who would ask me what did i do for the past 5 years. I would rather tell her that i wish i had a portable DVD player with monitor & watch a Gokaiger episode which turned out to be a Boukenger tribute, if only the pics of the SS Mainstays from 2000-2010 have a larger version individually, then i would print a pic of Mitsuomi Takahashi & use it as a lucky charm even if i would try to style my hair ala Ryoma Baba. Not bad, just because now, the reasons of my home-sickness is what if i dropped by to my former school & ending up running away from my former classmates for minutes & my mom is not looking! & then, as my mom turns back, she could see me running away, holding my bag & crying like a little girl. I would say: I will watch the Boukenger tribute for Gokaiger a lot of times! Just because, seeing Mitsuomi Takahashi will make me smile! I have a picture of him in my pocket, it's my lucky charm like my Ateneo arsenal & my La Salle arsenal which is now getting started to increase! Come to think of it, it might be crazy, but it's somehow worth it like the experience of watching Super Sentai like Go-Busters & Akibaranger every Sunday as if that i wish my mom will worry about me dropping by at my former school. 

6 Sessions

"6 sessions, 3 Tuesdays & 3 Thursdays of being your companion to your recovery sessions to the hospital? Cool! Hey, after this, can we go to the mall instead?"

Earlier, i need to wake up early to join my mom who will have her 1st of 6 sessions for her recovery at the hospital. Great, it will be 3 Tuesdays & 3 Thursdays of my mom to get recovered, the insane part, i might end up sleeping at the hospital while thinking about catching up watching episodes of The Hospital, my favorite Taiwanese drama so far. Good thing after each session even each session starts at 9am, lunch treat at the mall, i don't know where will i eat for lunch. Like ending up on a Laksa lunch feast from Pao Tsin or a Korean feast from Kimchi or a KFC feast of my choice while thinking about what should i buy like i wish i brought my bag so i can shop for what i need according to my shopping list. Hey, i nearly forgot that my mom would love to buy a bottle of navy blue-colored nail polish since she would love to use that & so do i. My mom just bought a new shirt at Bayo, but she told me that the red canvas Boston bag is good for me, a new addition to my bags collection, but i also love to buy the red chain lock & key necklace, assorted wallets, hair accessories & Functional goodies sold there. Bayo also sells nail polish from Cutex, sounds cool! Maybe after all of that shopping, what it would be interesting that i might end up with a life-changing surprise, a confirmation text from my favorite auntie that she finally bought the last 4 SS DVD's after numerous times of bugging her via text? Cool! It's like i changed my mood afterwards, from sleepy to just awake. But it's 2 days away from my dad's birthday! The plan: Banapple for dinner, no problemo, it's our favorite resto anyway. I would try to order a yummy rice plate & a can of Pepsi combo so it's a treat, worth it! But for now, 6 sessions would be the equivalent of 3 Tuesdays & 3 Thursdays of waking up early, trying to drink hot drinks so i will be awake & eat McDonald's or KFC Breakfast before accompany my mom to her session. Cold mornings would be the equivalent of hot drinks & hot showers, this means i should stock up on the face masks & bottles of hand sanitizer as i would try to buy a lot from the drugstore. I hope there could be some black-colored face masks that resembles Johnny Lee's face mask from City Hunter even if i would try to use that even though i'm no City Hunter, trying to hunt down the enemy that i knew for 5 long years, would i try to do that in a Bench/ SiHae shirt, dad's black-colored shorts & stylish shoes w/ a cute bag on & it can fit the camera/gun used in Go-Busters.

"3 Tuesdays & 3 Thursdays of my mom's recovery sessions does makes me hungry. Good thing KFC's 24-hour stores do sell breakfast! Now, while i wait for 9am, let me have myself a Breakfast Steak Bowl & a hot cup of Cappuccino 1st!"

Breakfast is the important meal of the day, i should not forget on eating that to start the day right, but i never tried KFC's breakfast meals since i found out about that last year. Good thing i have the coolest choices that could be perfectly paired with a cup of cappuccino so i can have the coolest breakfast ever. I hate ending up too sleepy while accompanying my mom at the hospital. But i would also love to have a yummy McDonald's Breakfast like it's been the past years, i could think that i was just trying to be ok even if i woke up super-early. While i could think of what will be my perfect lunch, would be a hot bowl of steaming rice topped with any interesting toppings or a bowl of hot noodles. Hey, maybe i should have a KFC Supreme Bowl for lunch with a KFC Krushers as a drink. After lunch, time to go shopping for what we need! I would end up buying interesting items, even if some stores inside malls would have some sales of different types. My check-up day is moved to Monday since Friday is a day where us in the family would celebrate my dad's 55th birthday. Not unless during the 6 sessions, i just end up looking too sleepy like i just came out from bed. Good thing if i could stock up on some cup noodles so when the session day came, it will be my quick breakfast thrill, even though i'm no longer a lazy girl. But hey, good thing i love to eat noodles, especially for breakfast! Anyway, breakfast is always the important meal of the day. After each session, might end up on a lunch or brunch on the mall then here we go with the shopping frenzy. What should i buy? New accessories? Magazines? Mom's essentials? I need to buy a bottle of navy blue-colored nail polish as what my mom told me to buy even if i could tell my dad that i'm now eyeing to buy a Samsung Galaxy Pocket, like do they have a pink-colored one? That could be the coolest touchscreen Android phone for me, so whenever i receive a confirmation text message from my favorite auntie that she bought the last 4 SS DVD's, then it will be awesome! Pick up date will be determined since i could try to show up at my grandma's house in style while i could be too excited to pick-up the DVD's & some interesting items from my favorite auntie & grandma. But now, with 6 sessions of my mom just to be recovered from her Bell's Palsy, i know 6 is not that a lot, 6 sessions, 3 Tuesdays & 3 Thursdays? It's fine, but as i know, my mom can handle it.

Unexpected Items, Unexpected Stores

"Huh? My favorite auntie texted me now that she just bought the last 4 Super Sentai DVD's? This is interesting! Finally, i can watch Boukenger so i won't attend a class reunion that might gone wrong all of a sudden, all i need to wait is the pick-up date!"

Do i still remember back 2 Wednesdays ago, my little sister holds a black-colored plastic bag that contains my 1st 4 SS DVD's, the day before, i found a short plastic envelope where i can put the DVD's on it. What if i got the last 4? Maybe i might not need to wait for a long time since i could end up receiving the confirmation text that my favorite auntie just bought the last 4 SS DVD's while i'm enjoying my yummy Korean food treat of Bibimbap & drinking a Yard Cup full of Coke Zero. Or maybe after a trip out of town with my family, before heading back home, after buying a bunch of items & souvenirs up north or down south, i could end up receiving a text even while i'm on my way to buy some souvenirs or having a pit stop snack before heading home. I wish i could receive that surprise text on my newly found phone pick in Samsung Galaxy Pocket. (If they have a pink-colored one, it will be better!) Like my eyes will be wide-open even if i don some eye-shadow or not, lips were glossed & i end up with a shocked expression & i was frozen like Hiromu/Red Buster gone frozen due to his fear of chickens. Anyway, i guess having a pink-colored (i wish!) Samsung Galaxy Pocket will be interesting. But having the last 4 Super Sentai DVD's would be great if i receive that after all of us in the family just bought what we need at Rowena's from yummy Buko Pie, Buko Pie Tarts, Chocolate Mousse Tarts, Sylvannas & Uraros plus some copies of Candy & Otaku Zine like it's not yet added on my magazines collection but spells another bedroom mess so my mom could remind me to buy some plastic storage containers to clean up the mess that my stuff created at the bedroom. Never mind, the rule is always that the food is on the refrigerator while the items that i bought from the out-of-town shopping trips that could last for hours will be in my stuff of course, do i mean come a mid-year sale at the malls before the end of this month, what will be my ultimate bargain thrill, a black-colored plastic storage container from January 14? Fine with me, talk about i need to clean up my mess since my mom could complain at me for making the mess at the bedroom. What an ultimate bargain thrill after i found my perfect pair of lace-up boots that i will use often that could force me to buy too many foot socks so my little sister won't complain at me when she ran out of foot socks.

"Buying items before heading home, after an out-of-town trip even if it's just for hours will be fine, i might find these interesting items in the interesting stores & i might not find these in the mall! Cool, huh?"

Get this, if i bought some unexpected items, from the unexpected stores as all of us in the family would love to buy souvenirs from trips before heading home, it would be nice, huh? Yup, nice even if it's all by accident even if i was in a cute get-up like wearing a nice pair of jeans, any Bench/ SiHae shirt, an Adidas-La Salle Centennial Team Jacket, a nice pair of boots & my hair was styled while heading on a rainy day trip down south. I would rather think that it will be a far cry from the time i only bought a pack of paper soap while heading down south to Tagaytay back for a class field trip back in Sophomore Year HS. But it looks like buying snacks & magazines from Rowena's would be interesting, hey, where's my Coke Zero? Ok, i better buy a can for myself since i need to reduce my sugar intake. Hours of being out of town would be fine for me, even if we could shop for some stuff or just having fun then we go home before dark. I could look forward on the trip to Liliw, Laguna since i might end up buying too many shoes. I remember yesterday, while us in the family heads home after our overnight beach outing, there are some trippers would end up heading to shops to buy souvenirs before they head home. Souvenirs can be anything, like the specially-made items from the provinces. Would i even think i could end up on a down-south shopping trip? I could see there are some warehouse depots of clothing brands & sports wears in Paseo De Santa Rosa in Laguna. This means i could buy the Bench/SiHae shirts & the Nike-Ateneo 2010 Team Gears (Jacket, Shirt & Jersey) in rock-bottom prices which is a far cry from the mall prices. Bright idea, like it's been i got in the mall for a few hours. Wait up, if only i could have the chance to buy what i want to buy at Rowena's, then i could add that up to my shopping list since Rowena's has the yummiest Buko Pie Tarts according to my mom, good thing i ate that a lot by the time i was watching the Gokaiger finale along with a bottle of ice-cold Pepsi. (Or for a change, an ice-cold bottle of Gatorade like i wish i was a girl version of Nico Salva) Lunch or dinner could be better on the road on gas stations by the expressway where the restaurants, food stalls & services there are on 24/7. Not bad if i have a hot meal after a Tagaytay trip & before heading back home to Manila, lessons to learn: how to use chopsticks while eating noodles with my mom.

Uneven Surface

"Great, i didn't knew the clinic of my parents' doctor is located on the basement of the hospital, look, as i enter, i ended up entering an uneven surface area. Just got on a hospital blooper, crap, i'm wearing a Bench/ SiHae shirt!"

After the overnight beach outing, after buying the Bench/ shirts related to it's newest endorsers, Donghae & Siwon of Super Junior, as the day of check-up finally came in, i could think that finally on the day where i could find out for myself what is going on with my health, if i'm in big trouble with my health or i'm still on the pink of health. From peeling tan to having a bad hair day to running myself wild on the sandy beach since it's been 7 years since the last time i went to the beach. The crazy part, my little sister went to Boracay last year for her graduation outing with her friends & my dad's been a beach-goer since 2007 i guess by the time he become the coolest college professor in the subject of tourism. He would always end up bringing home souvenirs, like marshmallows, sweet snacks & dried fish. I could tell to myself that my dad & my little sister good thing hit the beach. Great, i just miss the beach all of a sudden, even though the last time i went to the beach, even on a resort was around last year because of a family reunion. Even though as of this moment as the last rays of the summer sun continues to shine before the rain falls down on the last week of May as another school year rings, i could try to stock up on the swimsuits that i need like 2-piece swimsuits, 1-piece swimsuits & board shorts which i could tell mom to buy that for me so i can stock that up for the next beach outing which i wish it will be down south. I never been a south girl not until back when i was in Sophomore Year HS, because of the coziness of Laguna's laid back environment & the cozy, garden-like bed & breakfast inn in Tagaytay even if the winds are kinda chilly that i remember last February, my parents bought a lot of Buko Pie Tarts which i ate some while watching the Gokaiger finale last February. Now, let the southern gods do their favor to make my summer unforgettable. Somehow, i could think next Friday's check-up could put me to the test if i got a serious health condition or i'm still fine. The crazy part, it will also be my dad's check-up just the day after his birthday.

"What? This is what my parents' doctor ordered me to take? I can't believe it i need to take these, so, do i need to bring a small plastic container full of my medicine? Great, i'm now becoming mom. Never mind, this is for my health anyway, fine with me."

Like what if my parents' doctor will tell me to take medicine? Oh great, don't tell me i will put that all on an unused small plastic food container & personalize it so that means it's mine. Good thing i created some name tags for myself using Super Sentai pics since the start of the 1st half of this year. If my health state is not that serious but my parents' doctor told me to take some medicine, it will be fine for me, even if i need to change bags a bunch of times when i need to go out to the malls, visiting my grandma or just going out with the family or when i inform my favorite auntie that we would love to go to the coolest Anime cons at SM Megamall. Even if i finally bought the Bench/ shirts related to Korea & SiHae (Siwon & Donghae) of Super Junior, would i even end up trying to check out my health as i keep my prescription in an envelope, trying to buy my medicine at a drugstore while i could think of buying my important essentials, even if it's either on Mercury Drug or Watson's. I could think that i would end up being like mom, but i'm only 24 years old. Never mind if i could stock-up on so many swimsuits from board shorts to 1-piece & 2-piece swimsuits that i could use for the next summers & separate that from my little sister's, the best part is i'm ready for summer with my newest set of swimsuits. But now as the rainy days draw near, maybe aside from buying more summer gear like board shorts, i would love to buy the beige-colored hooded coat just in time for the rainy season. If i only remember the frenzy of May 1 where i could end up on a crazy rainy-day frenzy as the 1st rain of May known as Agua De Mayo comes in. Running in the rain wearing a comfy rain jacket to protect my basic outfit of a shirt, jeans & shoes (boots, sneakers, slip-ons or flats) while i'm holding a chic bag on 1 hand, enjoying the rainy days like i remember the days when the rain falls down so big time, i could think i should bring my lavender-colored umbrella when the rain falls hard. The crazy part, if next Friday, if the life-surprising moment where i will take medicines will surely happen, it will be just fine even if i would act awkward in a chic way, like i tripped from the uneven surface entrance, before i go to my parents' doctor even if i wore a brand-new Bench/ SiHae shirt. Talk about being a chic awkward girl, i guess i need to bring my 1st aid essentials even if i end up having a boo-boo at the hospital even if my mom saw it!

Those Junior Year HS Good Memories

"I might not be the smartest kid in this class, but i'm the creative kid in this class, i might have the hectic week but it's fine with me, what i would love to do is to enjoy my student life."

Ah, Junior Year HS, that's where the good memories began, i could rather be the coolest kid in school, but that was the time i got involved in a personality test that gave me a big slap to my face. Don't want to mention it because i'm in the process of forgetting it, like i would buy those cheap morphers sold at the neighborhood store as i could tell my dad since Junior Year HS also continued my Superhero dreams. Well, like i wish my dad could buy those cheap morphers in all of it's 3 designs for me so i can wear that on the days where i could be more of a hero on weekends but on weekdays, student mode. As i arrive from home to school on weekday mornings, i could wait for the class to start, i could draw, using the art materials i could find inside the classroom. Oh Junior Year, it's exciting. But come Senior Year, will it be quite of a deja vu? I guess, not unless i told dad that i want to buy those cheap morphers even i wore a cute school uniform since i'm a high school student. Great, the 2nd semester of Junior Year HS brought me more good memories like shopping for snacks on Mondays, finding out for myself that i'll have a hectic week of attending my Science & English classes like there was a time during my Science class, i was hungry, eating my snacks & i was in a hurry. Ok, i was just too hungry. I remember back 2 weeks ago when my dad & i are in a rush to watch a basketball game at the Smart Araneta Coliseum, we decided to park inside Shopwise Araneta so we can go to the venue fast before the start of the 2nd half of the game proper. What if that will happen again this time the UAAP Games will still held on the Smart Araneta Coliseum & there's no parking space around the coliseum premises? Oh great, park at Shopwise Araneta. Maybe after the games, i could tell my dad & little siblings to have a little grocery shopping there at Shopwise Araneta so we won't give mom a pain in the head. Oh great, the memories of Junior Year HS comes again even if i wore my Ateneo Gear like my Nike-Ateneo 2010 Team Gear & ending up receiving surprise confirmation texts from my favorite auntie that she bought the DVD's that i want to have in my collection.

"Alright, good thing after that intensive game from Ateneo, i have walked a few minutes from the Smart Araneta Coliseum to Shopwise Araneta & got started on the grocery routine. Nande? I receive a text from my favorite auntie that she bought some DVD's? Ok, it's more like she bought my 8 favorite Super Sentai DVD's."

While at Shopwise Araneta, doing the grocery, i could receive a confirmation text from my favorite auntie that she bought some DVD's of my choice, maybe the last 4 of 8 SS DVD's or some other Toku-related DVD's that i would love to watch even if the envelope i found last May 1 is now over the limit, just because the envelope is only up to 8 SS DVD's. The UAAP Games might kick off in 2 months time, although time flies fast, i could think that the games will be as intense as a red-hot college basketball season like the hottest ticket in town is always the Ateneo-La Salle games. Let's say i have the last 4 SS DVD's after the beach outing, on the week heading to my dad's birthday, the day after will be the day i'll have my check-up under my mom & dad's doctor whose clinic is located on the basement of the hospital where i was been there for numerous times this year like it's been Go-Busters episode 3 again & again & i didn't style my hair like Ryoma Baba. That could be the scenario for May, but what about 2 months after & i still don't have the last 4 SS DVD's? Great, i smell a crazy scenario just in time for the UAAP Games to roll out. Even i'm watching the games or i'm on a grocery shopping spree. That was insane in the membrane, good thing i would not try to play a game of hide & seek if my former classmates could caught me in my Nike-Ateneo 2010 Team Gear like i'm still fresh from the UAAP Games. Just because on a grocery shopping spree, i could think i would buy a lot of Pocky made by Thai Glico as my snack treat, i would buy a 500ml ice-cold bottle of Pepsi so i can drink up with my favorite snacks & i could buy some Gardenia Coffee Cream Bun in Coffee Crumble & Dulce De Leche so i can have some yummy coffee cravings while i could watch Go-Busters every Sunday. Anyway, about that scenario idea of mine while i could try to remember the good memories of Junior Year HS makes me think twice about if i could attend a class reunion but ending up changed for a reason, my mom told me to change.

Sticky Thoughts

"The thoughts that i heard from 5 years ago until the present are still stuck in my head right now, i feel bothered."

Mind not yet cleared up, just because the thoughts that i heard from the days since 2007 until the present are all stuck in my head, i don't have any single idea what was i thinking even until i was in Junior Year HS, thinking about what should i do to enjoy my life during the start of the 2nd semester. Oh well, since my mind is dazed & confused like i remember back in 2007 when i could try to forget who i was in the past, when i was sitting at the barber's chair, getting a haircut. I could end up looking like a girl version of Vic Zhou since i could love to wake up in the morning with my hair messed up, looking like Zai-Zai while i could caught my little brother watching my Super Sentai DVD's when he was awake 1st than i am. (Even if it's just 4 or when it's complete with 8 at last) After the overnight beach outing where i wish i could have the 2 of 4 McDonald's Happy Meal Toys for Naruto Shippuden (Naruto & Naruto Rasen Shuriken Spinner) but i'll go for Naruto 1st before Sasuke, it's another madness for me since my dad's birthday is quite near, my dad's birthday falls on the 17th, next Thursday. I wish after the overnight beach outing, after having a blast at the beach, when i return to the urban jungles where that was my real civilization, it's time to get my 1st official check-up if my health status is fine or i'm in big trouble. (Medicine overload, yikes!) I wish i could go shopping at Bench/ since i need to buy new shirts, especially the ones Donghae & Siwon are wearing on their new billboards that's now spreading across the metro. I told to myself that in a span of a few weeks before this month ends, i wish i could forget what happened when i found out the shocking news of my life, not when i found out about Gekiranger or the return of the Ateneo-La Salle games, i mentioned here a lot of times here at this blog. Fine if you know it, but if you don't know it, don't ask me because it's a long story. But if given the chance that i finally have my hands on the last 4 SS DVD's, it would be great, the biggest excuse on not to attend a class reunion is aside of taking care of my mom, i could rather watch my favorite SS DVD's, especially Boukenger which it could be a must-watch. Can't wait to receive the confirmation text that my favorite auntie finally bought the last 4 SS DVD's like i waited for a long time to have that. Receiving the confirmation text could be the biggest surprise of my life after all, no need for crazy looks, i have to be myself instead.

"Did you know it took me & my BFF a long time to find the last 4 of 8 SS DVD's that you want to have after the 1st 8 we bought for you? Good thing we bought the last 4 including Boukenger so you won't attend a class reunion gone wrong! Here's a dose of Mitsuomi Takahashi for you, my favorite niece!"

Would it be better for me that instead of attending a class reunion that might gone wrong (check last post from yesterday) all of a sudden, i could rather surprise myself on another dinner with my dad & my little sister arrive home after they went to my grandma's house & my little sister has a black-colored plastic bag that she holds & i stopped eating dinner when i found out for myself that my favorite auntie & her BFF finally bought the last of 4 Super Sentai DVD's. My mind is flabbergasted, this means the long wait for me to complete all 8 DVD's are over. That could be the scenario that i'm waiting for even if it's a Plan B scenario, little sister finally have the DVD's after she & dad dropped by at my grandma's house. (Even if my dinner is just a simple cup noodles dinner of my choice with a drink on the side & i'm eating it using chopsticks) Last Wednesday was fine because i end up being too surprised since i have the 4 out of 8 SS DVD's. Can't wait to have the last 8 while i could try to stock up on cup noodles related to Asian flavors. Came next week after the overnight beach outing, if i have my hands on the Happy Meal Toys for Naruto, then it's back to basics. Telling my little sister when she buys books at Book Sale, i could tell her to buy me some Hana Kimi Manga. I want to find out about Ashiya's story why she decided to disguise herself as a boy to enter an all-boys school to get the attention of Izumi. Oh i just miss the Manga comics that i got so far since i got started to read Manga comics before entering 7th Grade. Anyway, i guess i was thinking a lot of things related to next week, in other words, i think too much fast forward. Never mind, let's say i'm totally excited for that just because my dad's birthday is just around the corner. Oh great, this means i need to get drunk? Great, i'm not into alcoholic drinks but i would rather be drunk over Pepsi products even if the restaurant will offer me a tower drink dispenser full of any Pepsi product like Pepsi of course, even i can't get tipsy, since Pepsi has no alcohol, might end up being in a sugar rush due to the sugar & caffeine in Pepsi. Oh well, let me just think, i'm too excited for everything? Yup, i guess, well, let the madness begin even if my mom could tell me to calm down. 

2-Way Thinking

"I am not going to attend the class reunion, main reason? I'm taking care of my mother! Just because if i go there, the class reunion might gone wrong & i end up in a physical warfare! You want me to go home with cuts, bruises & a black eye? My mom will be ballistic if that happens!"

As of last year, i don't want to reply to the messages my former classmate sent to me on FB, i might end up in a nonsense conversation that could haunt me for the rest of the week. It's like i don't want to attend a class reunion that might gone wrong due to the physical warfare that could land me on having cuts, bruises & a black eye like i put too much black eye-shadow & black eye-liner. So i wish if i could see a pack of surgical eye patches like Agito used in the Manga & Anime series 'Air Gear' that could be sold at drugstores, a far cry from my mom's eye patches that she bought since i found out that she was sick. I told to myself that i need to buy & stock up on those surgical face masks & surgical eye patches in case of unexpected hospital visits & nasty black-eyes due to physical wars between me & my former classmates. Don't want to end up in a ripped-up outfit, just because i don't want my new Bench/ One Earth shirt wore by Siwon of Super Junior to be ripped by my former classmates due to the physical warfare at a class reunion that might gone wrong all of a sudden. The worse is, i might go home like i was fresh from a physical war at a class reunion with cuts, bruises & a black eye & my mom have gone ballistic. Great, i didn't knew that i should not attend the class reunion like i wish i was at the mall, shopping for what i need with my family instead. The weird part, i should get a haircut to maintain my short, thin & layered hairdo, should personalize my surgical eye patch before i use it, like putting on the Boukenger symbol on it using colored markers, drying that up & then putting that on to cover my nasty black eye so i can show up to my favorite auntie like a true superhero. Not unless if she bought the last 4 SS DVD's that i was raving to have since the last week of April 2012. Black eye for me is either a no-no or i should-put-a-surgical-eye-patch-on-it. It's not unless the scenario is i visited my grandma with my skin slightly covered by band-aids, rounds of Betadine & a surgical eye-patch is covering my left or right eye because i got a nasty black-eye. (Due to a class reunion gone wrong or got involved on a Meteor Garden 1 Disco Brawl in my Go-Busters outfit) & it's the pick up day for the last 4 Super Sentai DVD's that i was raving to have. Never mind, at least aside from buying the surgical face masks & surgical eye patches, i should buy also a pack of checkered band-aid strips.

"Look auntie, i got involved in a physical warfare between me & my former classmates & i end up looking like this. Good thing i have some checkered band-aid strips covering my cuts & bruises while i put on a surgical eye-patch on my nasty black eye. It looks like i attend a class reunion gone wrong all of a sudden & i end up looking like i was fresh from a disco brawl from Meteor Garden 1 in my Go-Busters get up."

Simple enough, i didn't show up to my classmates since 2007, mom could rather end up being ballistic if i attend the class reunion & end up being battered up like i got involved in a war with cuts, bruises & a black eye to boot. I could treat my cuts with Betadine & cover them up in checkered band-aid strips in different colors, treat my bruises using my mom's useful canister of ginger rub which i remember i used that when i got a small bruise back in Junior Year HS around 2006 & 4 years later in 2010 when my little sister got a nasty bruise on her back after a dance malfunction during a party. I would even try to put the ginger rub over her bruised back that could make me scream oh my god like a scared doctor. & lastly, covering my black eye with a surgical eye patch that could cover my nasty black eye, either left or right. Would it be better if i could personalize that by putting on interesting Super Sentai Team Symbols using permanent, fine-tipped colored markers in basic colors like black, red, blue & green & metalic colors like gold & silver to personalize my face masks & eye patches to add a hint of SS Magic, like the team symbol of Boukenger, like i got a dose of Mitsuomi Takahashi to cheer me up even on a bad day. (Boukenger team symbol on the eye-patch or face-mask spells a cheer upper!) I guess aside from buying surgical face masks & surgical eye patches from the drugstore, i guess i could buy some permanent markers in different colors so i can personalize it like i could use it in a chic way with a childish twist. The weird part, i could keep that in my K-Pop references since it's about color & excitement. I could think that as of this moment, i could see some Asian girls & boys use surgical face masks to beat the chilly winds during the cold season. It could be bright if i stock up on face masks & eye patches so i won't catch a cold or any sickness after a hospital visit or covering my nasty black eye like my mom told me to get a 1st aid.

1 Fall, Too Many Rises, It's Fun

"If you blame Dara's ex-BF why Dara left us in 2007, then it's stupid. Now i know why Dara's ex-BF didn't get a nice career after he dumped his K-Pop ex-GF. If i see his face again, i'll call the Shinkengers & tell Shinken Red to use his Rekka Daisantou on him!"

After the shocking news that shock everyone, the departure of Sandara Park, i only focus myself on the world of the Ateneo-La Salle games. But aside from that, my dad who is been exposed on the world of tourism, working for the Department of Tourism draws a big advantage for us. I remember back in 2008, when i found out about Hello Kitty being a tourism ambassador for DOT to bring the Philippine Tourism Scene in Japan, i know Hello Kitty is been my favorite Sanrio character, i receive some uber-cute Hello Kitty stickers which is a big-time team up between Sanrio & DOT. Cool, now Hello Kitty joins the ranks of other Asian stars who becomes the tourism ambassadors of DOT. Aside from her, Rin Takanashi, better known as Mako Shiraishi/Shinken Pink from the 2009 Super Sentai series, Samurai Sentai Shinkenger also become a tourism ambassador for DOT. A friend of mine told me about that about January of this year & i was flabbergasted! Looks like my dad's working years at DOT surely paid off, having Rin's autograph as a DOT Tourism Ambassador do surely be a worthy souvenir so i can rise from the wrath of Dara's ex-BF who i could think he will wipe out all Koreans, but not the Japanese & the Chinese. The Japanese deliver us drama too but gave us the coolest superheroes in different types, while the Chinese & the Taiwanese also deliver us drama & pop music, but they do it 1st before the Koreans did. I could think i have the big advantage over Dara's ex-BF, like he will pay the price of dumping Dara behind while i witness the rise of the DLSU Green Archers during UAAP Season 70. Great, i remember last Saturday, during a baptismal, i missed the opportunity to tell my La Sallite cousin for the Adidas-DLSU Centennial Jacket in green, never mind, i might think of 'Plan B' as soon as possible when the scenario gets worse. The sad part about what happened 5 years ago is that upon Sandara's departure, why did her ex-BF was not there at the airport? I guess he would just see his former love leave while he's having a one night stand with other girls. How pathetic.

"Finding out that Rin Takanashi just become a tourism ambassador just gave me the upper-hand, now, i have brashing rights over Sandara's ex-BF even if this is just an accidental discovery."

As of this moment, i am still bothered by the thoughts inside my head since 2007, i cannot clear my mind because all of the thoughts that is been trapped inside my head causes too many arguments between myself & my mom that trapped my favorite auntie in the middle as i become the tattle-tail to tell her about the stupid things, as usual, don't ask me who's the culprit of this. I ended up being teary-eyes, hair messed up trying to blame the personal demons who could try to make a fool out of me. 1 of the personal demons that i need to blame & bust is Dara's ex-BF. My mom would rather bring me to the mental hospital because of my indescribable behavior that i would even think i have a Bi-Polar Disorder. (Would be ok if i found out if that's for real) But my little sister joked last Saturday that i have Tri-Polar Disorder. I know i would love to have everything i want to have, but i can't please everyone in my surroundings. My mom thinks i'm blind from the truth, but the truth is i was more confused with everything. Like my mind is not clear from everything & all i want to do as of this moment is to run away & find a place where i can clear everything from the madness i got in since 2007. While i could wait for the next 4 SS DVD's from my favorite auntie as i try to clear my mind from the madness i entered in my emotional & mental life while thinking if i had either Bi-Polar or Tri-Polar Disorder, i could plunge myself in a pool of either ice-cold Pepsi or Gatorade, remembering the good times of the girl i was in the past. Reality since 2007 to me brought me different kinds of madness, i could try to blame Dara's ex-BF (aka the biggest K-Pop hater here) for Sandara Park's departure while i was watching the Ateneo-La Salle games, surprising myself with those cute Hello Kitty stickers & autographed pictures of Rin Takanashi, even during her Shinkenger stint. The written scroll used with the Calligraphone told me that i have the upper-hand over the personal demon i hated the most. The madness from 2007 to this year is still trapped in my head, trying to clear it out like i could get a slap to wake up from reality. I don't want to return to my former school anymore, but i don't want to see my former classmates for now. The truth is, i want to live like the girl i was since 2007 where my mom is a happy person, arguments are unavoidable.