Bad Visit

"My favorite niece, i know you're scared to visit your former school, but in a time  like this, you have no choice but to go to your former school. Cheer up! I will buy your last 4 Super Sentai DVD's so when you get home, remove that frown as you watch Boukenger."

What if there will be that day that my mom & i are going to my former school to visit my former classmates & pay my unpaid school fees? If i smell a worst case scenario, then it's a yes. I might end up crying when i get home because my former classmates would tell me to go back but i would think i'll suffer another worst case scenario all over again like it's been Junior Year HS all over again as i cry my heart out, texting to my favorite auntie that i went to my former school & i ended up looking more of a cry-baby in a La Salle or Ateneo gear. They would ask me questions why i left COLF & what did i do for the past 5 years, i might answer that, but i could answer it awkwardly, i might end up crying like a little girl when i get home & my mom told me to calm down, but it's like i would exchange text messages with my favorite auntie about my experience of dropping by at my former school as a different person, no longer the girl who cried wolf from October 2006. My parents are now finding a new school for me to spend my last years as a high school student, they will not bring me back to my former school since i end up being traumatized already. I could love to spend my college years at College of St. Benilde since it's a La Salle-affiliated school, maybe the best reward for me as i return to my student life is an Adidas-La Salle Centennial Team Jacket that i waited 2 years for that. What will be the result of my visit to my former school, a visit gone wrong? That could be the answer of the moment since i would end up running for my dear life when my former classmates could ask me questions of my whereabouts from 5 years ago while my mom is paying my unpaid school fees as she talks with the school employees. Talk about i will watch out for a bad homecoming for me, yikes. As my mom & i head home, i would end up crying as i exchange text messages with my favorite auntie about my 'bad homecoming' to my former school, she would tell me to cheer up, she would text me that she finally bought the last 4 SS DVD's, all ready for pick-up anytime, any day of the week, including the weekends.

"You visited your former school & you ended up thinking you had a bad homecoming?"
"Yes, i knew it from the start!"
"You don't need to worry about that because finally, i bought the last 4 SS DVD's so cheer up & pick up the DVD's ASAP!"

Maybe on the time i could drop by at my grandma's house after a school homecoming gone wrong, it will be the time for me to pick-up the last 4 of 8 Super Sentai DVD's from the 2004-2007 teams. Feeling traumatized, gloomy, under the weather (but i'm not sick) & good thing i got a haircut because i decided to chop off my hair to a short, thin & layered hairdo since my hair grows slowly, i would rather end up looking like Ryota Ozawa during the Gokaiger finale, my favorite auntie told me to pick up the last 4 Super Sentai DVD's & get started on watching it. The long wait would be over for me if that happens after a traumatic moment of visiting my former school which all of a sudden, it just gone wrong. I told my favorite auntie about the experience of dropping by at my former school & ending up running for my dear life since i would try to run away from my former classmates who would ask me what did i do for the past 5 years. I would rather tell her that i wish i had a portable DVD player with monitor & watch a Gokaiger episode which turned out to be a Boukenger tribute, if only the pics of the SS Mainstays from 2000-2010 have a larger version individually, then i would print a pic of Mitsuomi Takahashi & use it as a lucky charm even if i would try to style my hair ala Ryoma Baba. Not bad, just because now, the reasons of my home-sickness is what if i dropped by to my former school & ending up running away from my former classmates for minutes & my mom is not looking! & then, as my mom turns back, she could see me running away, holding my bag & crying like a little girl. I would say: I will watch the Boukenger tribute for Gokaiger a lot of times! Just because, seeing Mitsuomi Takahashi will make me smile! I have a picture of him in my pocket, it's my lucky charm like my Ateneo arsenal & my La Salle arsenal which is now getting started to increase! Come to think of it, it might be crazy, but it's somehow worth it like the experience of watching Super Sentai like Go-Busters & Akibaranger every Sunday as if that i wish my mom will worry about me dropping by at my former school.