Monday, May 7, 2012

1 Fall, Too Many Rises, It's Fun




















"If you blame Dara's ex-BF why Dara left us in 2007, then it's stupid. Now i know why Dara's ex-BF didn't get a nice career after he dumped his K-Pop ex-GF. If i see his face again, i'll call the Shinkengers & tell Shinken Red to use his Rekka Daisantou on him!"

After the shocking news that shock everyone, the departure of Sandara Park, i only focus myself on the world of the Ateneo-La Salle games. But aside from that, my dad who is been exposed on the world of tourism, working for the Department of Tourism draws a big advantage for us. I remember back in 2008, when i found out about Hello Kitty being a tourism ambassador for DOT to bring the Philippine Tourism Scene in Japan, i know Hello Kitty is been my favorite Sanrio character, i receive some uber-cute Hello Kitty stickers which is a big-time team up between Sanrio & DOT. Cool, now Hello Kitty joins the ranks of other Asian stars who becomes the tourism ambassadors of DOT. Aside from her, Rin Takanashi, better known as Mako Shiraishi/Shinken Pink from the 2009 Super Sentai series, Samurai Sentai Shinkenger also become a tourism ambassador for DOT. A friend of mine told me about that about January of this year & i was flabbergasted! Looks like my dad's working years at DOT surely paid off, having Rin's autograph as a DOT Tourism Ambassador do surely be a worthy souvenir so i can rise from the wrath of Dara's ex-BF who i could think he will wipe out all Koreans, but not the Japanese & the Chinese. The Japanese deliver us drama too but gave us the coolest superheroes in different types, while the Chinese & the Taiwanese also deliver us drama & pop music, but they do it 1st before the Koreans did. I could think i have the big advantage over Dara's ex-BF, like he will pay the price of dumping Dara behind while i witness the rise of the DLSU Green Archers during UAAP Season 70. Great, i remember last Saturday, during a baptismal, i missed the opportunity to tell my La Sallite cousin for the Adidas-DLSU Centennial Jacket in green, never mind, i might think of 'Plan B' as soon as possible when the scenario gets worse. The sad part about what happened 5 years ago is that upon Sandara's departure, why did her ex-BF was not there at the airport? I guess he would just see his former love leave while he's having a one night stand with other girls. How pathetic.






















"Finding out that Rin Takanashi just become a tourism ambassador just gave me the upper-hand, now, i have brashing rights over Sandara's ex-BF even if this is just an accidental discovery."

As of this moment, i am still bothered by the thoughts inside my head since 2007, i cannot clear my mind because all of the thoughts that is been trapped inside my head causes too many arguments between myself & my mom that trapped my favorite auntie in the middle as i become the tattle-tail to tell her about the stupid things, as usual, don't ask me who's the culprit of this. I ended up being teary-eyes, hair messed up trying to blame the personal demons who could try to make a fool out of me. 1 of the personal demons that i need to blame & bust is Dara's ex-BF. My mom would rather bring me to the mental hospital because of my indescribable behavior that i would even think i have a Bi-Polar Disorder. (Would be ok if i found out if that's for real) But my little sister joked last Saturday that i have Tri-Polar Disorder. I know i would love to have everything i want to have, but i can't please everyone in my surroundings. My mom thinks i'm blind from the truth, but the truth is i was more confused with everything. Like my mind is not clear from everything & all i want to do as of this moment is to run away & find a place where i can clear everything from the madness i got in since 2007. While i could wait for the next 4 SS DVD's from my favorite auntie as i try to clear my mind from the madness i entered in my emotional & mental life while thinking if i had either Bi-Polar or Tri-Polar Disorder, i could plunge myself in a pool of either ice-cold Pepsi or Gatorade, remembering the good times of the girl i was in the past. Reality since 2007 to me brought me different kinds of madness, i could try to blame Dara's ex-BF (aka the biggest K-Pop hater here) for Sandara Park's departure while i was watching the Ateneo-La Salle games, surprising myself with those cute Hello Kitty stickers & autographed pictures of Rin Takanashi, even during her Shinkenger stint. The written scroll used with the Calligraphone told me that i have the upper-hand over the personal demon i hated the most. The madness from 2007 to this year is still trapped in my head, trying to clear it out like i could get a slap to wake up from reality. I don't want to return to my former school anymore, but i don't want to see my former classmates for now. The truth is, i want to live like the girl i was since 2007 where my mom is a happy person, arguments are unavoidable.

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