It's like what happened last March & May, when i need to go back on my past school life, should i pretend that i still remember what happened last October 16, 2006 or i would just forget it & wear a mask to hide the sadness away? My former COLF Classmates could ask me a bunch of times about attending their class reunion, i was always missing, they don't know where in the world was i as of now. But they don't think i have this so called 'Ateneo vs. La Salle insanity' since the return of the rivals for UAAP Season 70 back in 2007. But after the tragic day of October 16, 2006 where i thought that the girl who cried wolf was killed by a Green Archer, i would ask myself, why should my teacher told me that i have no sense of cooperation at the start of class? That's the time my tears started to burst & cry. But suddenly, i asked myself, am i born unlucky? Will October 16, 2006 be the day i died? Rest in peace, the girl who cried wolf, killed by a Green Archer goes by the name of Simon Atkins. Your Blue Blood that rushes in your veins will give you a sign of rebirth & redemption.
I said to myself that if i would attend the class reunions that will be managed by my former classmates & teachers at COLF, i don't want to show like the girl who cried wolf back 5 years ago. I want to show up as the girl who found out the truth about her real identity, finding out that there are some traces of blue blood rushing in my veins, waiting for a pair of eagle wings to pop on my back, waiting for an archer to face me off. Ateneo mode: All-out Ateneo Team Gear from Nike. La Salle mode: orange-colored Meteor Garden tee & white La Salle Green Archers knit hoodie. (Back up: Adidas-La Salle Maui Villanueva jersey from 2008.) I could always think about my life in the class reunion whenever i listen to Pink's 'Funhouse'. From June 2003-March/April 2006, i used to be the happy-go-lucky girl whose teacher is a close friend of my dad. But from the entire SY 2006-2007, it's chaos, identity crisis & at the same time, thoughts of suicide is rushing in my head after the October 16, 2006 tragic day. I told to myself, i want to be lost in Ateneo or La Salle's hallways. I told to myself, calm down, UAAP Season 70 is just around the corner.
R.I.P. to the girl who cried wolf last October 16, 2006. May your soul be laid to rest after 5 years.
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