Friday, September 24, 2010

Almost Going To Collapse, But Almost Heading To Recovery

Ok, i guess i got addicted on watching Gossip Girl S4 as of 2 weeks ago, same thing for America's Next Top Model Cycle 15. My English speaking skills are now like Blair Waldorf, played by Leighton Meester. Yes, Leighton was the girl who sings in the 'Good Girls Go Bad' Song & MTV featuring Cobra Starship. I even found out what are my bully & power words describing myself. My bully word is 'uncooperative' & 'dumb'. That reminds me of a painful experience when i was a Junior Year HS Student. Now, i'm moving on. A power word came out from my little sister, i was 'super' with anything. Does it connect to the word 'super-hero'. (That's it, i guess i watched too much Japanese Superheroes & Power Rangers on TV & buying it on the DVD's as i beg too much to my beloved Auntie to buy it for me in Quiapo.) Myself, a former Ms. No-Sense-Of-Cooperation is now Little Miss Blue Eagle/Green Archer & Little Miss Power Rangers/Toku combined. But call me Little Miss Super. Super could be my power word right now. Well, Thursdays is all about College Basketball Players, Gossip Girl & Model-wannabes. Haha, Supermodel-turned-Businesswoman Tyra Banks proved that she's a role model, even she has a big forehead. Hello, a girl told her that even she has a big forehead, she can be a supermodel due to her good looks. You go girl. :)

Now, time to unleash my Gossip Girl side about what happened to me in the entire month of September, but kicking things off from September 12. Read this & find out what just happened to me.
Mama Nightmare is making a fool out of Little Miss Blue Eagle. Why is she turning the 3-year Honorary Atenean into her maid? But guess what, Little Miss Blue Eagle aka Jumbo-tan spilled a big lie against her mom to her beloved Auntie who turned out to be her dad's sister. Yes, Jumbo-tan secretly hates her mom who pisses her too much. To Auntie S who is the beloved Auntie of Jumbo-tan, cheer Jumbo-tan up, you don't want to let her experience a nightmare before the UAAP Season 73 Finals this week. But what i just heard? Auntie S is buying the 2 Jollibee Kids Meals which has the free 2 toys from PR Operation Overdrive for the sake of Jumbo-tan? I guess Auntie S feels the sadness of her favorite niece. But somehow, whatever is inside the mind of Jumbo-tan right now. Mama nightmare might hide a secret.
Great, i was thinking what just happened to mom? I suddenly asked myself. But i just realized that mom is going to turn me into her puppet, i always follow what she ordered, she told me that i should not tell to dad or anyone else what is my mom reprimanding about dad. Suddenly, i told myself that i want to tell dad what is mom spilling against dad. I don't want to cradle myself in silence. But for me who is going to collapse because mom is turning me into her follower of crazy ideas that will turn herself into a disaster as i search for the secret why my mom does this & that, i was trying to enter the road to recovery. I could almost collapse, my heart is slightly in pain, i felt a heartburn once. (Maybe i ate too much.) But this time around, now my mom is keeping a secret that i didn't know, maybe the lies i did against mom will become true in the end. Can a lie become true in the end? But about the right time to tell Auntie Misato what is going on w/ me right now, i swear to myself that it's time to be a secret tattle-tail. What mom is doing might start my end.

& then, there was the shocking fact:
This is indeed a shocking revelation from Jumbo-tan, her mom is turning Jumbo-tan into her puppet. Now Jumbo-tan is not a puppet after all. Her entire body is already tied w/ strings & the puppeteer is none other than Mama Nightmare. But, if Jumbo-tan's lies against Mama Nightmare will become true in the end, Jumbo-tan will have a friend in Pops, we're talking about Jumbo-tan's dear father. But Pops' sister, Auntie S, she is worried about the situation of Jumbo-tan. She's on her way to cheer  Little Miss Blue Eagle's broken life.

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