In the height of the UAAP Final 4 fever, before we found out who will face-off the FEU Tamaraws, my fearless forecast for the UAAP Finals will be like the battle of the Nike-affiliated teams like FEU & ADMU. I was even looking forward to buy the Nike-Ateneo Team Jacket & Team Shirt before this year ends w/ a big bang. But for no, i felt like that i'm now against 1 person in the family right now. It's me against my dear mother all over again. Felt like August 14 of this year for me. Will that happen again even before the big face-off between the Tams & the Eagles? I can't pull out my Nico Salva smile right now, right now, i'm trying to find the missing link of my happiness. It was more than just a ticket to the UAAP Finals. So it will be dad, myself & my 2 little siblings at the Big Dome, screaming our hearts out to the Tamaraws & the Blue Eagles. You can't find my mom, she's at home, alone, but a fallen star is at her side, telling her to be against me. Oh no. I felt like i'm going to be on dad's side for now as i want to hide the sadness when the tears from my Jumbo Escueta-like eyes will flow even those Maui Villanueva eye-bags will not cover it up.
This morning, my silence is surrounded w/ the sadness i felt every time my mom gets pissed over me. It was since last weekend because i made up the biggest revelation about the reason my mom did not attend my late grandfather's birthday. My dad & my little sister knew i was silent, gone emo. They asked me if i'm in a bad mood, i said yes. Right now, my dad & my little sister knew the better way to make me happy, even the worst enemy of my dear life right now is my own mother. I said i would be happy if i bought 2 Jollibee Kids Meal toys for PR Operation Overdrive, if that happens, my Bouken heart will be kicking into Overdrive, trying to find out if Jens Knuttel & his gang will face off Eric Salamat & his Blue Crew. I even texted Auntie Misato that i was in a bad mood today. She told me to pull out a joke to my mom, she even texted me that she will give it a try to buy the 2 Jollibee Kids Meal toys for, you guessed it right, Power Rangers Operation Overdrive. That will make me happy for now, the Nike-Ateneo Team Jacket & Team Shirt will be mine before the year ends. Somehow, i wish my Bouken heart will be healed anytime soon, not unless i found out that my dear mother hides a secret from us.
I'll be ok, don't worry about me.
This morning, my silence is surrounded w/ the sadness i felt every time my mom gets pissed over me. It was since last weekend because i made up the biggest revelation about the reason my mom did not attend my late grandfather's birthday. My dad & my little sister knew i was silent, gone emo. They asked me if i'm in a bad mood, i said yes. Right now, my dad & my little sister knew the better way to make me happy, even the worst enemy of my dear life right now is my own mother. I said i would be happy if i bought 2 Jollibee Kids Meal toys for PR Operation Overdrive, if that happens, my Bouken heart will be kicking into Overdrive, trying to find out if Jens Knuttel & his gang will face off Eric Salamat & his Blue Crew. I even texted Auntie Misato that i was in a bad mood today. She told me to pull out a joke to my mom, she even texted me that she will give it a try to buy the 2 Jollibee Kids Meal toys for, you guessed it right, Power Rangers Operation Overdrive. That will make me happy for now, the Nike-Ateneo Team Jacket & Team Shirt will be mine before the year ends. Somehow, i wish my Bouken heart will be healed anytime soon, not unless i found out that my dear mother hides a secret from us.
I'll be ok, don't worry about me.
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